Ice Queen

Lucky, inspired, unstoppable

I am thinking I am might have to go beyond my comfort zone and limits in order to get my family through this rough patch.

Realizing that even though I feel great right now, thank you endorphins, I will be incredibly sore tomorrow. I can feel the ache now, but still in post rope bliss.

Absolutely giddy, invigorated and liberated! I forgot that rope fixes everything. First a strappado with cuffs/chains. Then, a nice tight hogtie in rope and a big gag, I was in a great "u" shape and could barley wiggle!!!! Also, I know some of the most awesome people.

Eating a solid breakfast so I have the energy to struggle in rope later. Mmmmm rope.

sore, tired, and achy. the bondage shoot tomorrow will be interesting. It's either going to be long and painful, or the endorphins will kick in and I will be a happy girl.....until thursday when I am feeling it, haha.

Just got back from one shoot, trying to recoup, and talking with the producer about the shoot tomorrow. I still have to unpack and repack. I think I need some ibuprofen, It's true, if the pose is comfortable, it doesn't look good. I almost forgot how much it can take out of you to do art nudes.

I am about to film myself showering, washing my hair, and shaving to potentially put up in a C4S store. Strange, considering I am still daydreaming about the time spent this weekend being a normal/real girl (not being KSin, or even IQ for that matter)

I am feeling like I am unable to share what I am really feeling

Strangely enough, after seeing many friends last night, lonely. Also tired, better get some beauty sleep, I have a shoot tomorrow

Taking a break an plotting. I already did the dishes, cleaned the kitchen(minus floors), folded laundry, cleaned one of three bathrooms, and swept and mopped the hallway and fireplace room. This domestic crap is...well, crap. Next time, I will do it when the minis are gone, all sexied up, and get video to load up. Making a few bucks to do what you have to do anyway, sounds like a good idea to me

Researching possible categories I could shoot by myself, at clips4sale. So yes, I am checking out porn (and not quite porn)

About potential business opportunities that I once again, was strongly encouraged to do. I no longer have the excuse that I don't have a camera. A tripod, and some software are standing in my way. With those, I will really not have an excuse for not going into business for myself. I need to get me those.