$h!† damn sorry to hear that, thats my biggest fear is dying before my kids are grown here in like one or two hundred years from now and there being not one single competent or remotely suitable person to pass on the task to. All I've got in my favor is decades of hard living and brutality that made me more human than human, or about to die next I'm not sure! Not making light I seriously feel for y'all, im just having a F'd up day of free time and solitude spiked with madness. It's same story where I live tho too, all the males die off unaturally young, it's a land of infinite widows.