Lilith

sOOOO ya need a driver yet? LOL Congrats!

waiting waiting killing time gettting anxious waiting waiting

trying desperatly to get in my DGN fix befor i leave for the day to torture myself at Cranbrook with a bunch of 2nd graders and a sprained ankle....... I am actually kinda excited but worried i might be in pain all day. Keep your fingers crossed for plzzzzzzzzzzzz.

HI i am Lilith, I am married to Lestat who is also on DGN but he never posts. I am 29 years old i have Three kids ages 10 6 and 8. I have three cats, 2 of them are black kitties and one is grey and white, this one was found eating my garbage one day when he was just a little tiny guy, i gave him a pink collar and every one called him gay. I have a large Black Labrador with a bum back and a distinguished grey beard she loves raw hide bones for treats and really nothing else unless it is people food. I also have fish. I don’t get to CC much due to life in general but i so love going there to escape. I love fairies, cars, people, life, music of all kinds not just "goth" although i am not at all knowledgeable about any of it i just know if i like it or not. I have a cute purple car which I think i am out growing but considering it is dependable i have no desire to change my style in that area yet. I love looking at and for Mushrooms, nature walks, a hot body, and unique things. I am creative, crafty and practical. I admire honesty, standing up for your own beliefs, tolerance, understanding and open minds. I dislike rudeness, un loyalty, and hatred. I manage a home on a daily basis, the mortgage is in my name so i suppose i own a small firm of delinquents. :whistling Currently working on making a mark of good in this f-upd world!

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Detriot Industrial Underground Curently Playing Skinny Puppy ~ The Process ~ Candle

The Trust has perished

Your Type is INFJ Introverted 11 Intuitive 38 Feeling 25 Judging 56 You are: slightly expressed introvert moderately expressed intuitive personality moderately expressed feeling personality moderately expressed judging personality INFJ type description by D.Keirsey The Counselor Idealists are abstract in thought and speech, cooperative in reaching their goals, and directive and introverted in their interpersonal roles. Counselors focus on human potentials, think in terms of ethical values, and come easily to decisions. The small number of this type (little more than 2 percent) is regrettable, since Counselors have an unusually strong desire to contribute to the welfare of others and genuinely enjoy helping their companions. Although Counsleors tend to be private, sensitive people, and are not generally visible leaders, they nevertheless work quite intensely with those close to them, quietly exerting their influence behind the scenes with their families, friends, and colleagues. This type has great depth of personality; they are themselves complicated, and can understand and deal with complex issues and people. Counselors can be hard to get to know. They have an unusually rich inner life, but they are reserved and tend not to share their reactions except with those they trust. With their loved ones, certainly, Counselors are not reluctant to express their feelings, their face lighting up with the positive emotions, but darkening like a thunderhead with the negative. Indeed, because of their strong ability to take into themselves the feelings of others, Counselors can be hurt rather easily by those around them, which, perhaps, is one reason why they tend to be private people, mutely withdrawing from human contact. At the same time, friends who have known a Counselor for years may find sides emerging which come as a surprise. Not that they are inconsistent; Counselors value their integrity a great deal, but they have intricately woven, mysterious personalities which sometimes puzzle even them. Counselors have strong empathic abilities and can become aware of another's emotions or intentions -- good or evil -- even before that person is conscious of them. This "mind-reading" can take the form of feeling the hidden distress or illnesses of others to an extent which is difficult for other types to comprehend. Even Counselors can seldom tell how they came to penetrate others' feelings so keenly. Furthermore, the Counselor is most likely of all the types to demonstrate an ability to understand psychic phenomena and to have visions of human events, past, present, or future. What is known as ESP may well be exceptional intuitive ability-in both its forms, projection and introjection. Such supernormal intuition is found frequently in the Counselor, and can extend to people, things, and often events, taking the form of visions, episodes of foreknowledge, premonitions, auditory and visual images of things to come, as well as uncanny communications with certain individuals at a distance. INFJ type description by J. Butt and M.M. Heiss Profile: INFJ Revision: 3.01 Date of Revision: 6 Mar 2005 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Beneath the quiet exterior, INFJs hold deep convictions about the weightier matters of life. Those who are activists -- INFJs gravitate toward such a role -- are there for the cause, not for personal glory or political power. INFJs are champions of the oppressed and downtrodden. They often are found in the wake of an emergency, rescuing those who are in acute distress. INFJs may fantasize about getting revenge on those who victimize the defenseless. The concept of 'poetic justice' is appealing to the INFJ. "There's something rotten in Denmark." Accurately suspicious about others' motives, INFJs are not easily led. These are the people that you can rarely fool any of the time. Though affable and sympathetic to most, INFJs are selective about their friends. Such a friendship is a symbiotic bond that transcends mere words. INFJs have a knack for fluency in language and facility in communication. In addition, nonverbal sensitivity enables the INFJ to know and be known by others intimately. Writing, counseling, public service and even politics are areas where INFJs frequently find their niche. Functional Analysis: Introverted iNtuition Introverted intuitives, INFJs enjoy a greater clarity of perception of inner, unconscious processes than all but their INTJ cousins. Just as SP types commune with the object and "live in the here and now" of the physical world, INFJs readily grasp the hidden psychological stimuli behind the more observable dynamics of behavior and affect. Their amazing ability to deduce the inner workings of the mind, will and emotions of others gives INFJs their reputation as prophets and seers. Unlike the confining, routinizing nature of introverted sensing, introverted intuition frees this type to act insightfully and spontaneously as unique solutions arise on an event by event basis. Extraverted Feeling Extraverted feeling, the auxiliary deciding function, expresses a range of emotion and opinions of, for and about people. INFJs, like many other FJ types, find themselves caught between the desire to express their wealth of feelings and moral conclusions about the actions and attitudes of others, and the awareness of the consequences of unbridled candor. Some vent the attending emotions in private, to trusted allies. Such confidants are chosen with care, for INFJs are well aware of the treachery that can reside in the hearts of mortals. This particular combination of introverted intuition and extraverted feeling provides INFJs with the raw material from which perceptive counselors are shaped. Introverted Thinking The INFJ's thinking is introverted, turned toward the subject. Perhaps it is when the INFJ's thinking function is operative that he is most aloof. A comrade might surmise that such detachment signals a disillusionment, that she has also been found lacking by the sardonic eye of this one who plumbs the depths of the human spirit. Experience suggests that such distancing is merely an indication that the seer is hard at work and focusing energy into this less efficient tertiary function. Extraverted Sensing INFJs are twice blessed with clarity of vision, both internal and external. Just as they possess inner vision which is drawn to the forms of the unconscious, they also have external sensing perception which readily takes hold of worldly objects. Sensing, however, is the weakest of the INFJ's arsenal and the most vulnerable. INFJs, like their fellow intuitives, may be so absorbed in intuitive perceiving that they become oblivious to physical reality. The INFJ under stress may fall prey to various forms of immediate gratification. Awareness of extraverted sensing is probably the source of the "SP wannabe" side of INFJs. Many yearn to live spontaneously; it's not uncommon for INFJ actors to take on an SP (often ESTP) role. Famous INFJs: Nathan, prophet of Israel Aristophanes Chaucer Goethe Robert Burns, Scottish poet U.S. Presidents: Martin Van Buren James Earl "Jimmy" Carter Nathaniel Hawthorne Fanny Crosby, (blind) hymnist Mother Teresa of Calcutta Fred McMurray (My Three Sons) Shirley Temple Black, child actor, ambassador Martin Luther King, Jr., civil rights leader, martyr James Reston, newspaper reporter Shirley McClain (Sweet Charity, ...) Piers Anthony, author ("Xanth" series) Michael Landon (Little House on the Prairie) Tom Selleck John Katz, critic, author Paul Stookey (Peter, Paul and Mary) U. S. Senator Carol Moseley-Braun (D-IL) Billy Crystal Garry Trudeau (Doonesbury) Nelson Mandela Mel Gibson Carrie Fisher Nicole Kidman Jamie Foxx Sela Ward Mark Harmon Gary Dourdan Marg Helgaberger Evangeline Lilly Tori May -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Introverted iNtuiting Feeling Judging by Marina Margaret Heiss INFJs are distinguished by both their complexity of character and the unusual range and depth of their talents. Strongly humanitarian in outlook, INFJs tend to be idealists, and because of their J preference for closure and completion, they are generally "doers" as well as dreamers. This rare combination of vision and practicality often results in INFJs taking a disproportionate amount of responsibility in the various causes to which so many of them seem to be drawn. INFJs are deeply concerned about their relations with individuals as well as the state of humanity at large. They are, in fact, sometimes mistaken for extroverts because they appear so outgoing and are so genuinely interested in people -- a product of the Feeling function they most readily show to the world. On the contrary, INFJs are true introverts, who can only be emotionally intimate and fulfilled with a chosen few from among their long-term friends, family, or obvious "soul mates." While instinctively courting the personal and organizational demands continually made upon them by others, at intervals INFJs will suddenly withdraw into themselves, sometimes shutting out even their intimates. This apparent paradox is a necessary escape valve for them, providing both time to rebuild their depleted resources and a filter to prevent the emotional overload to which they are so susceptible as inherent "givers." As a pattern of behavior, it is perhaps the most confusing aspect of the enigmatic INFJ character to outsiders, and hence the most often misunderstood -- particularly by those who have little experience with this rare type. Due in part to the unique perspective produced by this alternation between detachment and involvement in the lives of the people around them, INFJs may well have the clearest insights of all the types into the motivations of others, for good and for evil. The most important contributing factor to this uncanny gift, however, are the empathic abilities often found in Fs, which seem to be especially heightened in the INFJ type (possibly by the dominance of the introverted N function). This empathy can serve as a classic example of the two-edged nature of certain INFJ talents, as it can be strong enough to cause discomfort or pain in negative or stressful situations. More explicit inner conflicts are also not uncommon in INFJs; it is possible to speculate that the causes for some of these may lie in the specific combinations of preferences which define this complex type. For instance, there can sometimes be a "tug-of-war" between NF vision and idealism and the J practicality that urges compromise for the sake of achieving the highest priority goals. And the I and J combination, while perhaps enhancing self-awareness, may make it difficult for INFJs to articulate their deepest and most convoluted feelings. Usually self-expression comes more easily to INFJs on paper, as they tend to have strong writing skills. Since in addition they often possess a strong personal charisma, INFJs are generally well-suited to the "inspirational" professions such as teaching (especially in higher education) and religious leadership. Psychology and counseling are other obvious choices, but overall, INFJs can be exceptionally difficult to pigeonhole by their career paths. Perhaps the best example of this occurs in the technical fields. Many INFJs perceive themselves at a disadvantage when dealing with the mystique and formality of "hard logic", and in academic terms this may cause a tendency to gravitate towards the liberal arts rather than the sciences. However, the significant minority of INFJs who do pursue studies and careers in the latter areas tend to be as successful as their T counterparts, as it is *iNtuition* -- the dominant function for the INFJ type -- which governs the ability to understand abstract theory and implement it creatively. In their own way, INFJs are just as much "systems builders" as are INTJs; the difference lies in that most INFJ "systems" are founded on human beings and human values, rather than information and technology. Their systems may for these reasons be conceptually "blurrier" than analogous NT ones, harder to measure in strict numerical terms, and easier to take for granted -- yet it is these same underlying reasons which make the resulting contributions to society so vital and profound. ~WOW~ Ty for posting i have done tests like this befor and never seen the results, well it hit allot of things about me right on the nose and helped me understand some other parts and gave me a printed resource to help explain parts of me to others that get hurt/confused often by things i do, and they never should.

very........ :whistling Now I am...... Pealing off layers of flesh..............

Removing The Guts!

I think that had to be one of the most touching replys to this i have read, I can see you love the hell out of TroY. You are a good friend BS, Troy has even said so.

Real Life ~Send ME an ANgel Do you believe in heaven above do you believe in love. Don't tell a lie don't be false or untrue it all comes back to you. Open fire on my burning heart I've never been lucky in love. My defences are down a kiss or a frown I can't sunrive on my own. If a girl walks in and carves her name in my heart I'll turn and run away. Everyday we've all been led astray it's hard to be lucky in love. It gets in your eyes it's making you cry Don't know what to do don't know what to do. You're looking for love calling heaven above. Send me an angel send me an angel right now right now. Send me an angel send me an angel right now right now. Empty dreams can only disappoint in a room behind your smile. But don't give up don't give up you can be lucky in love. It gets in your eyes it's making you cry . .. Send me an angel send me an angel right now right now. Send me an angel send me an angel right now right now right now.

sitting here chivering with a house full of wet pissed pussy and one lonley dog.

yes i know i go throught this every year around this time and i have also lived in some one else home who had them badly totally infested even after i bombed and washed every living thing and powdered and sprayed they still came back,So i did another round of The whole cycle again repeated every 7 days for about 3-4 weeks and they still never left, i think they still had Fleas after i moved, i had to move you could have washed cloths on my bumps, it was so horriable, any how YEah i got the powder for the carpet, the spray for the funiture and a few new vacum bags laying around, Like i said it not a problem yet, I only have a few bites and no signs of those little buggers running rampid, just a yearly routine, i had hoped i could avoid this years since they ahve all ahd those drops from the vet, But yeah next year i am saving my $ casue those damn drops dont work, at least not around here. I am seriosly saying if there was one lonely flea in the room of one million people that fucker would find me and bite, no joke. I get a bite these animals get bathed asap.