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I hear ya Jin.. I wish my vehicle wasn't a POS, and I wasn't broke. I'm feeling pretty bummed-out.

The Southern Cross, by Crosby, Stills, and Nash (HW's lottery thread got me to dreamin'..how I would love to just leave it all behind, and run away on a big sailboat.. *le sigh*) target="_blank Got out of town on a boat goin' to Southern islands. Sailing a reach before a followin' sea. She was makin' for the trades on the outside, And the downhill run to Papeete. Off the wind on this heading lie the Marquesas. We got eighty feet off 'a waterline. Nicely making way. In a noisy bar in Avalon I tried to call you. But on a midnight watch I realized Why twice you ran away. Think about how many times I have fallen Spirits are using me larger voices callin'. What heaven brought you and me cannot be forgotten. I have been around the world, Lookin' for that woman/girl, Who knows love can endure. And you know it will. When you see the Southern Cross for the first time You understand now why you came this way. 'Cause the truth you might be runnin' from is so small. But it's as big as the promise - The promise of a comin' day. So I'm sailing for tomorrow - My dreams are a dyin'. And my love is an anchor tied to you - Tied with a silver chain. I have my ship and all her flags are a flyin' She is all that I have left - And "Music" is her name. Think about how many times I have fallen Spirits are using me larger voices callin'. What heaven brought you and me cannot be forgotten. I have been around the world, lookin' for that woman/girl Who knows love can endure. And you know it will. And you know it will. So we cheated and we lied and we tested. And we never failed to fail; it was the easiest thing to do. You will survive being bested. Somebody fine will come along make me forget about loving you in the Southern Cross.

BORED!! Sure wish someone would take me out someplace tonight, to be wined and dined. I've been holed up in this place like Howard Hughes for the past week.

Finnycat sayz "OH NOEZZZZZZZZ!!! Not another weekend!"

Noooo, not at all..in fact, she will keep all the flies and mosquitoes away. These spiders are completely non-aggressive (most of the time, they will scuttle away if bothered), and their venom is not deadly or even dangerous to humans (unless they are one of those people who is sensitive to any venom). Ok, here's the picture I took of one last summer..notice the cross on her back-- it's how this species gets its Latin name.

Helping someone to ID a jumping spider..and showing him photos of P. audax's life cycle, as he is not familiar with the various colour morphs.

ABSOLUTELY RELIEVED that the aforementioned certified letter was nothing more than my bank, sending notice my old account was closed. *wipes sweat off brow*

I came across something VERY fascinating last night-- information and paintings regarding a Central American species of jumping spider, which lives mostly on ACACIA TREE SAP!!! This is the only spider known to exhibit this behaviour! It has a cool name, as well: "Bagheera kiplingi", named after Rudyard Kipling, and the panther character from his "Jungle Book." Here are some detailed paintings of both male and female: Bagheera kiplingi I'm assuming this is another fascinating spider which isn't well-researched, by the lack of information and pictures on the internet. Damn, I wish I had the money to travel-- I'd go on a spider expedition! EDIT: GRRRRRRR!!!!! Seems as if none of my links are working these days..WTF is going ON??? I'll fix, as soon as I figure out the major malfunction.

Definitely a large, PREGNANT female Araneus diadematus!!! Keep an eye on her-- she'll be laying an egg sac in the nearest chink to where she builds her webby!

Planning an attitude-adjustment party. There is a treacherous mischief-maker among our fold, posting under the guise of a member.

Moving my smallest immature spidey into a new deli cup, so I can clean the dead bugs from the old one. Fun fun, but not nearly as bad as cleaning up after my other pets!

I'm with HH, the news and current events SUCK. As if life in our own little personal worlds isn't enough to have to deal with.. I'm feeling as if my psyche has been completely drained, except for one angry little kernel. Also nervous about a certified letter which is being re-delivered today. It can't be any good news, unless someone in my so-called family has croaked, and left me a lot of money.

BEAT.. Goodnight all..

Plain old melted Colby-Jack cheese on a plate, with Cajun seasonings. Because cheese is GOOD, and I can.

Proud and admiring of a friend, far too strongly for words to express.

I was just going to ask if you had seen any Japanese ladies with freckles! I've known a few. Also cute are red-haired black girls with freckles. Mexican redheads are cute, as well.

Wishing I had more beer. I iz teh thursty.

The Kelly "Shoes" song.. My theme song. target="_blank

Bacon. Just bacon. On a plate. Lots of it. Because I can.

Hungry, bored, and lonesome..also thirsty. Wish I had some beer. I do have one, but that's just a drop in the bucket. I must be part conehead-- I need at least a 12 pack to get me to where I want to go!

In theory..sure. In MY future reality..I don't think so. Two personalities in the mix of a romance are usually plenty enough. From what I have personally experienced in my long years of living on the fringe, someone participating in the polyamorous experiment is usually left feeling like a third wheel. I would like to believe that it is possible for this sort of situation to work out, as the financial and household benefits would be enormous. Sadly, I think that most modern human beings are too selfish and territorial to cohabit in such a manner. As for me, I like to keep my playmates and bedfellows separate from one another. It has caused problems in the past. Just because someone rocks my socks off, does not mean I want them to come live with me and my ol' man and keep house with us. I've found that about 8 times out of ten (from my own personal experiences and those of friends), it's either the insecure female trying to KEEP her man who initiates the polyamorousness; or it is the man himself pushing her towards it, and she obliges because she is too weak-minded to voice her discomfort for the situation-- either that, or both of them have ABSOLUTELY no idea what the fuck sort of heartache they are potentially inviting into their lives. The remaining 20% are actually both completely into it. This is the sort of situation that should not be bungled into-- it should be well thought out, and all rules of the game COMPLETELY agreed on by EVERYONE. Just my two cents. For those of you who are happy and well in this lifestyle, and successfully practice it, I congratulate you, but it's not for most people.