Soulrev

NORTH AMERICA - PART 1 TICKETS WILL GO ON SALE AT MIDDAY EST ON FRIDAY DECEMBER 20TH 21 Mar 14 US Miami, FL Grand Central 22 Mar 14 US Tampa, FL Orpheum 24 Mar 14 US Nashvlle, TN Exit/In 25 Mar 14 US New Orleans, LA One Eyed Jack's 27 Mar 14 US Houston, TX Fitzgeralds 28 Mar 14 US Dallas, TX Granda Theater 29 Mar 14 US Austin, TX Mohawk 31 Mar 14 US Phoenix, AZ Crescent Ballroom 02 Apr 14 US San Diego, CA Belly Up Tavern 03 Apr 14 US Los Angeles, CA Mayan Theatre 04 Apr 14 US Los Angeles, CA Special show TBA 05 Apr 14 US San Francisco, CA Slims 07 Apr 14 US Portland, OR Hawthorne 08 Apr 14 US Seattle, WA Showbox 11 Apr 14 US Denver, CO The Gothic Theatre 12 Apr 14 US Minneapolis, MN Mill City Nights 13 Apr 14 US Lawrence, KS Granada Theater These are only the dates for Part 1 of the tour. Part 2 will run from late April to mid May 2014

Yep, one of many reasons why I don't do Facebook.

Hooray!

I'll start.. You know, I'm starting to wish I never met you. They say it's better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all. I say bullshit. I was perfectly happy before I met you. Ok, not perfectly, but a damn sight better than I am now. After all that's happened I just don't know what to say to you anymore. You bailed on me when I was only gone for 3 weeks, and it only took 2 of those weeks for you to move in with another guy. Then you tell me you're sorry you made a mistake and you didn't think I was coming back (even though you knew I was, don't fucking bullshit me) and that you still want to be with me.. Yet, I've asked you time and again to get the fuck out of there and leave him, I'm not sharing you with him. Yet you won't do it. Before all this shit happened, you were going to move out West with me, now when I ask you, I can't even get a straight answer. You keep telling me you love me and you don't want to lose me, but you won't leave him? What the fuckin fuck? Don't even get me started on him. Let's leave out the *FACT* that he fucked his own blood *SISTER* (and not when they were kids, it happened 2 1/2 months ago), he has no fucking teeth, he's a complete jackass, and a walking testicle. Aside from all that.. Maybe you should tell him that you're just going to leave him as soon as something better comes along, and you will. I'm not even going to compete with someone like that, you want to stay with him? Be my guest. The fact that you want to stay with someone like that, completely turns me off. Jesus, what kind of a person you must think I am, to have to make a decision between he and I? Well at any rate, don't hurt him like you hurt me. You should at least give him a heads up that you will end up hurting him. Sister fucker or not, he doesn't deserve to be put through this. To be honest, I don't think I could even have sex with you for a while, anymore, anyways.. I can't get the image of him doing Lord knows what to you, out of my head. I'm such a fucking fool to have ever got involved with you in the first place. There were red flags all over, I just never saw them, or chose to ignore them. Stop playing games with my head, telling me you love me and miss me, and want to be with me, and when I ask you the ONE FUCKING THING I should have a RIGHT to ask for from a partner, you won't make a fucking decision. These are my heart shields going up. Red alert. Engage. P.S.- I feel a lot better now that I got that off my chest, even if it's just temporary relief.

We've all had that moment, where we wished we could have said something, but didn't. Either because we couldn't, or shouldn't, or maybe are just too afraid to. Well, I christen this the place to do such things. Go ahead, say what you meant to say. They won't find out. Or maybe they will, if they're smart enough. Sometimes you just need to be heard, even if it's not by the person who you want to hear it.

Yeah, I get asked if I'm on drugs when I'm having a good day, too. People always say I look pissed off all the time.. Maybe I am. Maybe I've just forgotten what it's like to be happy, so being pissed off or sad is the norm.

Me too. I feel like if I wasn't hurting I don't think I would know what to do with myself. So much pain. It just never stops.

I think I'm in a situation so fuckin fucked up I don't know what to do anymore. I don't have anyone to talk to about it. Why do I always get thrown these terrible cards in relationships? ... How can she say she loves me and be with another man? She says she wants to be with me and she doesn't want to lose me, but she won't leave him. She's said before she didn't have to stay there, why won't she leave, then? She tells me she loves me so much and all this.. But her actions don't show it. I can't handle this much longer. I'm only human, I can only withstand so much hurt. Why do people throw that word around not fully understanding what it really means? God damn it.

That. Was. Awesome. :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jnYH2jbBPO0

Exactly! This has been my argument for YEARS!

I know! I totally understand the "hanging out" thing. Whenever I am with a group of people, they always say "Why are you so quiet?" Well, I'm not always that quiet, but I just don't care to talk about football, or whatever random idiotic subject you have all chosen to talk about that has no substance, no depth, and no importance other than your own entertainment. I can only take so much "fluffy" social babble, as well.

Excuse my derogatory language here.. I feel like I wanna slap a fuckin bitch. But I won't .. Cuz I don't hit women http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OfAC77jWgzs

That's a good attitude to take. That's how I make it through each day. Mornings suck the most because I have to, every morning, try to forget about the past and remind myself to keep focused on the future. Every. Single. Morning. I miss when mornings didn't suck.

Whoah, dude! Need me to make a phone call for you or somethin?!

It's 45 degrees. Wow, that's fishin' weather right there :D

Because people these days have made it taboo.. I just saw on Fox News about a democrat lady who just "Came out of the closet" on her Christianity.. Really? We've gotten to the point in this country in particular, where people are so afraid to offend other people that they will go to great lengths to hide themselves from the world. Two things people generally don't want to talk about in public are politics and religion. I think mostly because people are too afraid to stand up for themselves anymore.

Peanut butter and banana sandwich. Thanks Elvis.

LOL. Christmas music has that effect on people.

I've been searching for this song for 5 years. I heard it once and never found out who it was. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ciJDA0tcQfs

Never tried any of those online dating sites, to be honest. I don't like social media very much. DGN is as far as I go. That's the problem with online socialization, it's like being cut off from the world, physically. It's not so easy to tell if someone is putting on a front or being themselves. Personally? I find no use in trying to be manipulative, dishonest, or putting on a front to impress people. The people you bring into your life by being honest, and being yourself, 100%, are far better than the ones you can attract by manipulation.

Not eating yet, but tonight, I'm going to town on some home made beef stew. :

Better than the paradigm of fallacies people represent themselves with these days. I hate fake people. That's another tip.. Don't let fake people get to you.