Belle Morte

I have a second interview with IHA tomorrow and I'm thinking about what I should wear.

Yummy!

My old City Club friends. I haven't been there in forever!

One more month until I tie the knot! Choke!

Unfortunately, I have been working Monday through Saturday from 7-5:30 and I worked last Sunday. Sunday is my only day to get things done, so I will probably not make it. Sorry Sasha! I suck!

I make my own style.

From what I have seen, guys will make passes at chimps with glasses. It just depends on how thick the beer goggles are. Nothing against chicks with glasses. Glasses can be sexy

Cruxshadows Perfect It's getting difficult Each moment here alone And it's getting dark outside And stranger here without you But I see a firefly Glowing in the summer sky Like bright confetti Burning in the night How do you do it? You make me feel this way How do you do it? All these games we play How do you do it? How can you say the things you say? How do you do it? It breaks my heart every day Eveyday like yesterday I don't think you know that I believe in you I don't think you understand how much I love you still I don't think you realize, that you are perfect in my eyes And I don't think you know that I believe... In you It's getting harder Everyday like yesterday And tomorrow feels unreachable A thousand years away But I see a firefly Swimming in the air tonight Like bright confetti Dancing in my mind I spiral into circles And all of this for you So tell me how to find you now And tell me what to do...

I was there. I mixed too many things at the BBQ and wasn't feeling very good. I'll be more social next time.

kind of want to. Don't think I can.

TOOL-reflection I have come curiously close to the end, down Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole, Defeated, I concede and move closer I may find comfort here. I may find peace within the emptiness, How pitiful. It's calling me... And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping The moon tells me a secret, my confidant As full and bright as I am This light is not my own and A million light reflections pass over me The source is bright and endless She resusitates the hopeless Without her, we are lifeless satellites drifting And as I pull my head out I am without one doubt Don't wanna stay down here surving my narcissism I must crucify the ego before it's far too late I pray the light lifts me out Before I pine away. So crucify the ego, before it's far too late And leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical And you will come to find that we are all one mind Capable of all that's imagined and all conceivable So let the light touch you and let the words spill through Just let them pass right through bringing out our hope and reason Before we pine away.

Missed you last weekend girley! Maybe I'll see you this weekend!

It was an ok night for cc. Nothing special.

add boy to that and I second that statement.

Im snowed in and super bored! Damn these level 3 snow emergencies!

Wine again. Pout

Boxed wine. Thinking is bad.

sad