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Sparks, a flavored Ale energy drink. Pretty gross.

I have to come back to this book and start working on it ritually, without burning myself out again from being too critical. I want to write something that's ridiculously good in multiple senses.

I know about Chakras, but am not a believer. As for meditation, I have been practicing for around a month which I do in the still sense sitting or laying down. I don't think drugs necessarily make things better or worse for meditation; the mind alone is the ultimate psychoactive. In the not so still sense, I put in a lot of effort into what I do, but effortlessly and fluidly. Its good to remember that you only live in the present and any dabbling with past or future is a projection into the present. A good personal mantra for me in getting wrapped up in things is, "Your life situation is not your life." Any situation won't affect a person who conquers it by accepting it. Acceptance is a huge part of all meditation. All boundaries are waiting to be accepted. Keeping focus while meditating usually comes with frustration and/or annoyance, both of which come from being attached to temporary identity. Its very good to practice transparency by interviewing yourself and silently spectating your thoughts and emotions. Though meditation I have sharpened my cognition, and cultivated strong, positive emotions, as well as some that amplified stranger and maddening aspects. As opposed to just being intently focused and transparent, I am also more prone to use visualizations and question myself to reach states overwhelming enough to eliminate most or all of the stream of thought.

It reminds me of The Doors.

I would create a non-living, worldwide enigma.. then I would buy some booze and go to the beach.

Thanks for the tip. I finished watching it, fairly good and different than I thought it would be.

Watching Death Note. This site seems pretty good for Anime: http://www.animefreak.tv/ I use the Firefox plugin Flashblock to get rid of ads and the chatroom at the bottom of each page.

I have to post this because its a weird, suburbs shaman thing and sounds like it came out of the 80's. Fever Ray - When I Grow Up

The idea of karma isn't completely dead. A lot of those abusive teachers might ask God for forgiveness, but it'll be interesting if any of them can forgive themselves.

Surge was a bit different. After you drank a can you'd be even thirstier. It was like liquid corn syrup, a pile of sugar and caffeine, and tiny bit of O.J. and flavoring. Vault is definitely similar in that its a canned coma. --- I feel that I can barely feel the caffeine in Swiss Miss.

I would rather see schools and businesses without uniforms, though I can understand it more in Elementary as opposed to High School because in High School that's when your supposedly forging some great identity and have to re-find yourself, the body you were using was just a rental. Not that freedom of expression is the cure-all for the out-of-control ego, but I'd like to see society as a whole be more about freedom of expression, and less divisive with appearances and gender-roles. I think school and business should be fun and just sane enough to operate, though my expectations might not seem realistic to anyone who spends to much time questioning what's real.

Nope.. Coca Cola's competition against Mountain Dew with worse taste and more kick.

Vault saved me from entering the zombie thread.

Welcome!

Sabicas - Malaguena

Going to a friends, from there, spending the night paintings.. $.$

"All paths lead nowhere, follow the path with heart." -- Carlos Castaneda.

I'm chillin', which is an umbrella term in my life.. since I'm laid back but doing ridiculous multi-tasking at present.

From my experience: The faster that quote can be applied to content in life, the more supernatural you seem to everyone around you. The trick is not to let bad things catch up with you later on, but acknowledge and dissipate them in this present moment. And.. that drinking Mountain Dew late at night leads to posting on internet forums at 5 A.M. in the morning.