Scales

Coming off of nitrous. Somewhere between down and peaceful.

There's supposed to be a meteor shower tonight.. missed the one last night.

I wish I had something I didn't create.

You Need.. Freedom! You need to have full control of your life. You must make your own choices and decisions. Your confidence and self-esteem comes from being independent. It's very important that no one tells you what to do. You don't do well with rules, responsibilities, or commitment. You're not flaky, but you do need flexibility. You may not always exercise your freedom, but you need to know it's there. Just feeling constrained constrains you. What Do You Need Most?

You May Be a Bit Borderline... 90% Chance To Kill Nurse Ratched +45% Faster Run/Walk Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame! When you're up, you're a little bit crazy... And when you're down, your whole world is crashing Scary thing is, these moods can change by the minute! What Personality Disorder Are You?

Pick Your Artist: Gwar Are you male or female: Immortal Corrupter Describe yourself: War Is All We Know How do you feel about yourself: The Road Behind Describe where you currently live: Ragnarok If you could go anywhere, where would you go: War Party Your best friend is: F*ckin' An Animal Your favorite color is: Penguin Attack What's the weather like: Happy Death Day If your life was a tv show, what would it be called: Slaughterama What is life to you: Sick Of You What is the best advice you have to give: Go To Hell If you could change your name, what would it be: Jack The World Your favorite food is: Meat Sandwich

This tea could never hurt to be greener. This country is f****d. I may be a boring person, but rarely a bored one. Maybe ennui exists to keep people from being miserable. I would like to wake up without feeling crappy which happens to often. I need to fix some food. Whatever is peaceful is worth gravitating towards when taken in the right context; I still have to work on defining the right context. Its good my current dentist knows my appointments are going to cause me panic attacks. There's a friend I need to get a hold of soon. Life is surreal.

I feel creative. I feel its only Autumn on the calendar.

There is an alt-rock station out of Toledo I get called 106.5 The Zone where I once heard Orgy's cover of Blue Monday; not a long stretch, but unexpected.

"At this point just keep going. At the next point, just keep going."

Not necessarily news.. On Memorial Day of 2009, in the Yahoo Top Searches, assisted suicide is next to charcoal grills. Thought it was ironic.

Here's a catchy find.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rgJWzW4HLQc

Calmness, dark uncertainty, gloominess, a containing peacefulness, deep compassion, dark uncertainty, ect.

Running low on those junk food drinks full of caffeine, I will check the fridge.

..from the man who had a Beer Summit. =\

/me feels like tired idiot.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LdZyKLi55V0

Blue, the song from the end of Cowboy Bebop. (Vid is graphic.)

I woke up and it was already made, except it wasn't and I woke up too late. But the night rules. (Edited for emphasis.)

Happy, caffeinated insanity and the urge to write about it.

You Are a Dipped Cone You are dramatic, deep, and even demanding. If you're going to do dessert, you're going to go all out with something super rich. People might be surprised to know that you worry about how you're perceived. You've got an image to keep up, and you don't ever want to appear weak. What Frozen Treat Are You?

Summer, yo.

Calm, hopeful and blissful.