ManicQueen

Talking about big... swords.

My daughter's father is 100% evil, thankfully he's on his last leg so I won't have to deal with him anymore.

Watching the news and drinking my coffee. Waiting for my son to wake up so we can go to breakfast.

Like it's been a couple of months since I got a good night sleep or slept in a bed and lastnight was nice. I slept perfectly.. I am happy.

Exchanging numbers with a friend and eating a bunch of Motrin.

You Need Acceptance You aren't truly happy in life unless you are able to accept yourself, flaws and all. You also need to be accepted by other people. You like feeling you belong and that you're not being judged. You are a welcoming and open minded person. It's not hard for you to accept others for who they are. You believe that everyone is happiest when we live without judgement or prejudice. And you're doing your part to make that happen.

My aunt took my out to dinner.. it was nice. My family is starting to want me around again. YaY!! Change is good!

Make some coffee and do some laundry.

Chatting on YIM and relaxing for once.

I feel ok. I'm spending the night over my aunts tonight just to get away from the madness that driving me... mad! And happy to know that she see's a change in me. I'm glad all the hard work I am doing is paying off!

I miss companionship, attention, love, affection, the touch of a man.. yeah I'm lonely and it shows.

Aww.. that is the sweetest thing ever!

Checking my account for money!

Today I am worried about my sanity.

Like I just wanna go back to sleep.. sleep everything away.

Looking into moving again. I can't stand living with my sister and her uber annoying child who I want to beat every minute of the day.

Wish I could answer this but I can't so I guess I'll say what I love about my kids. Daughter - I love how unique she is and how forgiving she can be. I love how curious she is when it comes to learning and exploring who she is. I love her because she is who she is and I hope she never changes or lets a man or the world change who she is. Son - He's my little Nate Dawg what can I say. I love his innocents, his eagerness to learn, his ability to always put a smile on my face. I love how he can get anyone's attention and just talk about whatever is on his mind and people listen. I could on and on...

"He's so full of shit"

Weird.. just had some insane dreams while napping.

Like I kept falling asleep in class today. Like I'm slightly retarded cuz I apparently don't know how to cross Michigan Ave without supervision. A little lonely and unhappy with things.. wishing everything would go back like they used to be.

My current dream as of last night would be to own a real tree house. One nice enough to actually live in.

Drinking my coffee and editing the email I'm about to send.

I'm about to get dressed, through on some makeup, do my hair and walk over to my day program for the day.

I am worried about my son's father. From what he's been telling me, he's not doing to very well lately and that really concern's me.

I am feeling thoughtful, nostalgic and kinda depressed.. it will pass after I talk about it in group today.