ManicQueen

I've added 6 since the last time I posted here.. a total of 16 now.

Thankful to have someone back in my life once again and motivated to do the right things. I am feeling good and optimistic that things will be ok. Like I have a belly full of rice.

I feel like I am making good progress with life changes and that I only have good things to look forward to.

I'm feeling kinda lost and all that crap at the moment. I feel like I just might just sit at the computer all day and play my game.

Pondering.. hoping I hear from someome from the past.

I need to lose at least 20 lbs. right now. I put on quit a bit from the antidepressant's i've been on and exercise alone isnt working. HELP!!

I feel that after reading my last post on Myspace, I feel a sence of peace and i am hopful.. everything hAPPens for a reason!!

If I hear a$$hole say "it's none of your business" or " it doesn't concern you" one more time I'm gonna blow a fucking gasket.. geez, now I know what the ex felt like! My car is clean and packed so I really dont care at this point... that's how I feel. G'bye asshole heaven!! Stupid karma bit me in the ass!! Raev help me lets play WoW or something?!?

I am feeling a bit nostalgic and sad. I found a site on Facebook called Fallen Friends of Garden City High and I could not believe the number of names I came across that I once knew that have passed away.. very sad.

Trying to figure out why it smells like there's a dead body coming from my neighbor's place.

I was arroused once.. it was great! I feel like my sinus' hate me and that I need to put my kitten in a bubble untill I can get some good allergy medication. I feel thankful that I have people in my life that make me deal with reality in a positive manner. I feel like I want coconut rice for breakfast.

Kinda sleepyish.. kinda medicated.. kinda like what the fuck ever.. kinda like someone took a blender to my brain.. Feeling a little WoWed out for today, I hit 79 with my warrior and hopefully with a little rest I'll hit 80 sometime around 1 or 2am. I feel like it's shower and nap time!

Like my body was hit by a semi truck.. that's how I usually feel after I get out of the hospital. Like today is a new day, a new beginning and a new start. I feel hopeful. I feel like I have a great support system and everything will be ok.

Making more coffee for when I wake up again at 2. *goes back to bed now*

Tuesday down time sucks.

Like I just woke up and realized that it's Tuesday and like I hate Tuesday's, at lease untill about 2pm. Like I can't seem to get rid of this flu/cold I've been battling for the past few weeks. Happy that my life is going in the right direction and everything is peachy at the moment. Like I need to call my mom and explain a few things to her and apologize for some really stupid things I said to her. /sigh

Gaming but I'm kinda bored right now.

Like I would love to be outside in the warm weather having a nice fire right now.

Like I am on the verge of a horrible panick attack.. wish my sister was still here.

Playing WoW.. almost got my third alt to 80. Listening to the tv. Listening to music... tv and music? It works for me Buying another phone and ipod on Ebay as well.

Like I am loving my new plasma tv. Like my knee really hurts and no meds are helping right now.. ouchie! Like I've been playing WoW way too much but I can't help myself. My warrior is badass. Like when I watch my two children interact it is truely amazing. I am blessed. Like it's funny when my son gets on the computer and say's "it's time to do my homework." Mind you he's only three. He get's that from his sister.

Sending a txt to my partner asking him to get me some Fentanyl from work.

Like it's 8:03 and I still haven't slept yet.. can't sleep in unfamilair places :(

Ordering some food.

Like I got myself a hotel room for the night since my power still isn't on. Which is fine cuz this room is really nice and it's got a huge jacuzzi.