ManicQueen

On edge, irritated, stressed.. wishing I could go back 15 years ago and change a few things.

Playing WoW as usual and doing some online shopping.

Ditto I like need to make more coffee.

Buying a few Christmas gifts online too.. thank god for the internet. I hate having to do Christmas shopping, especially if I have to actually go somewhere. Making my RSVP for the Mystery dinner train ride that I'm going on.. can't wait.

Like I had an awesomely hardcore workout with my trainer this morning. Feeling good and starting to look somewhat better too. Like I need to figure out what I'm doing.. move to California or buy a house here. Either could happen way too soon but I can only choose one right now. Proud of myself for I am now.. dept free! All my bills, old and new are all paid off. I thought I'd never see this day. Now I just need to learn self control with my credit card so this doesn't happen again. I feel like giving myself two thumbs up but I'll settle for one..

Sending way too many email and IM's. Getting munchies ready for tonight. Trying to find a few cd's. Making some yummy "punch."

Like I got flowers from someone that I least expected today.. kinda weird. Like my daughter and I have been rebuilding our relationship over the past few months and it's paying off. We have binded better and are strong now than ever. Like I have remodeled my bathroom all by myself! *Proud* Like my party better go smoothly tonight or I just might loose it. Like I bought a $100 worth of my favorite Hemp lotion today. I go through it fast especially when I'm tanning a lot. Like I also bought a few hundred lbs of firewood too.. w00t.. I loves me some bonfires

I am feeling for a change.

Wiping out my past.. out with the old and in with the new.

Like I just spent two hours at the gym this morning bustin my butt. Like I haven't gone to bed yet and I'm starting to get a tad bit cranky.

Cleaning out the fire pit for tonight.. making some food.

Getting ready to go to the drs to make sure I've healed properly which I'm sure I'm going to get into trouble after he finds out what I've been doing.

Like for the first I feel comfortable in my own skin. Like everyone at Schoolcraft college-Radcliff center are a bunch of retarded kids. Like I hate living across the street from said college. Like I might go out tonight cause I do deserve it!

Getting my gym bag together and walking out the door.. buh byez!

Like I'm awake and bored.. Like I'm proud of myself for setting some goals and following through with them. Like today is going to be a not nice day for me. Like I'm going to the gym in a few minutes.

Chocolate with crushed chili pepper's in it.. spicey and yummy.

Like I'm starting to gain some control of my life. That makes me happy.

I've done that not too long ago. I just got back from the gym and I'm enjoying some spicy Chili Chocolate. Going to be heading to karate class in a few.

Like I'm uber happy that Cix is playing WoW with me

Deciding if I should make a call to the cardiologist for an appt.

Like coffee is my savior for mornings like this. Like I learned a lesson.. don't go on date's with friends.. ever. I'd rather be loney then to make that mistake again. Like today is going be a rather interesting day.

Looking at my calander, replying to an email, laundry, making a shopping list.. Impatiently waiting for my coffee. I seriously think I have the slowest coffee pot ever made.