Homicidalheathen

Getting over being pissed. Feel much better. I had gone to a buddys house a year or so ago and used his internet...well he has firefox and it saves all your passwords. So anyway my friend told me everytime he chats with me online he is on as you... So I changed all my passwords and re logged in in all my sites... And she said it stopped happening. Needless to say I told him I am NEVER speaking to him again. This explains allot of what has been happening...with him spying on me like this trying to ruin my life so he would be my only buddy or some shit I dunno...I dont think he had romantic interest in me not sure... Everyone is like, that is practically like opening your mail you should press charges...but I am going to leave it alone. I am never using anyones internet again.

It was the best movie of the year! On the way in there was a group of teenage girls outside yelling 'penis! penis!' Why do youngsters have to try to draw attention to themselves like this? Ok. Yah. Your old enough to know how to get on peoples nerves...your not shocking anyone, just being annoying. Then inside some lady sat behind us with a totally unruly brat who decided to kick everyones chair within a 6 foot range...he had the whole row in front of him mad at him...then he starts crying...the lady said, 'what, am I suppose to just LEAVE??' Um yah. Take the brat home. Other than that it was GREAT!

People who are waaay to happy before that first cup of coffee...

a zombie at DEMF? Thats kinda funny...maybe you could be a fuzzy rainbow zombie.... It was def better when it was free have not enjoyed it much since they took out one of the stages...no more break dancers... if you look on the itinerary you will find that the really good acts are spread out so you have to sit through a bunch of eh not so good ones...and wait hours for one you really like to come on...in the heat...paying 5 bucks a lemonaid...buy one cup and refill it in the bathroom with water to save money, they wont let you bring in your own. Hide your weed WELL....if they find it they take it...I used to just park in the underground garage. Then I would just walk back to my car to smoke, I stopped doing it in the festival...cops everywhere. Oh and maybe make a brownie...so you can extend your high and not need to smoke as much. Its best at night so I would say just skip the early parts...like early in the day...not much going on...save your dance energy for night.

Happy BDay

well lets see, my knee is over extending again from working to much and all i did was clean two houses... I hate that. My mom has Alzheimer's and has forgotten half my childhood...all the good parts from when i was real young. She cant remember the ping pong table. We had it 12 yrs! that really sucky part is she sure remembers grudges and how to be a bi---...but I read thats what happens. My dad has a rare form of lukemia...he is doing well but...I wonder whats to become of them, us.. Just realized the other day I have no grandparents left. I miss them.

how does a man get it up in this situation thats what I wanna know...then again...not... Hearing more and more news reports like this teens mostly, women being sold as slaves right here in this country often times multiple guys and brutality is involved.

i wish everyone would just mind their own buisness and let me live my life seriously

Yah I am thinking this movie will be a....miss?

Nothing hurts. At least not on a physical level.

I had no idea about this law...kinda seems to favor the crack heads wtf?? I thought pawn stores were held accountable to some degree.... Hear allot about corner houses...it was prob a neighbor or someone who frequents a neighbor...how else would they know when you left if it was off schedule? Maybe you should board up or put an alarm on that back window...whoever did this knows you have stuff to steal now... Whenever I leave I make it look like someone is here...close the bathroom door, turn on a couple lights...the radio...loud so if they (often) knock first to see if anyone is there it will seem like you couldn't hear it. Also put alarm stickers on all windows...dogs prevent lots of break ins they have recordings of a dog barking now I think it works like a sensor light... I know these seem to easy but everyone around my place has gotten broke into damn near but I haven't what really sucks is the people who do this assume your doing well enough can spare something when you WORK for it...and they don't know if your on the brink of disaster ect... or don't care. It pisses me off. I hope whoever did this is found.

cancelling plans...just dont feel like going out later now... sometimes people change to much anyway...not sure...attitudes change.

wondering where it was suppose to lead...just how far it was suppose to go...and where things would have ended up...the worst I am sure.

very disappointed in someone

The DEA will still come after you on a FEDERAL LEVEL if your a grower and your just a few buds over the amount...and who can measure it while its still on the stalk growing...they will take your home... manufacture of an illegal drug... if your a SICK person like me, I have divers...they will throw you in jail some doctors even get locked up let the people who can take being locked up be warriors for the cause...not me. I have growers approach me all the time cause they know I can get a card....I DO NOT WANT MY NAME ON THAT LIST they get mad I wont do it...its my life.

do not ever post on line when your not going to be home....this is one of the newer ways thieves have of getting at you sometimes you can look in local pawn stores and find some of it...I think if you can prove its yours...vin numbers...they HAVE to give it back... your neighbors didn't hear or see ANYTHING?

I had a councilor for awhile because I can't say no... pretty much she gave me the same list. My mom is a narcasist and my dad a sociopath we tend to repeat these patterns trying to 'fix' or 'own' the abuse the trick it to see it and stop it... there is a book about reincarnation where the guy talks about people even bringing past life patterns into this one. it gets you stuck, thats for sure. Just can't always turn your backs on people either...everyone has their good side...and if they have shown that to you, and in good times..their inner light shines so bright...how do you forget them and give up on them? Are you not always hoping they come around again? At what point do you give up?

happy happy joy joy pink flamingo dance!

I dont know if I want to puke or cry.

just got in from hamtown blow out...going to bed. exhausted

best of duran duran

I am sorta going as a pink flamingo...I drew one on my face...it came out pretty good too and am wearing pink and gawdy pink sparkly makeup and a stuffed pink flamingo on my hip