Homicidalheathen

tiny disco black nylon shorts and a 70's nylon black top. retro goth.

Music choice, cable channel 416 for comcast and it is sucking right now. Arling and Cameron B.B. Electro We are A and C. It sucks. 'Bout to go change it.

working on cleaning up around here..unpacking...getting caught up. Emails, messages.....tons of mail and small tasks to get done. Sigh.

What am I doing right now.......What am I doing right now??? Hee hee hee! If you only knew...

PJ pants and a sports bra. Hey, thay match! For a change......

Pooping.

So my friend wants to meet for drinks where she will spend an hour or two venting and I won't get to say much because even though I am going through the same shit I don't feel right talking about it and feel like being more of a pillar of strength than a burden these days.....I hope I can pull it off heh.

flirting=benefits. Heehee

Someone told me the other day that all I care about is money and sex......sheesh! Like thats a bad thing.

So I just got this message on yahoo..... worlds_greatest_lover2000: dare to surrender your soul to the arms of the beast I have no idea how this person found me since I don't give out my ID anywhere really but here. And my profile is made to scare these sorts away...... Maybe he wants me too skin him, boil him....and serve him for breakfast???

A huge, big, baggy tshirt. I don't care if I am not sexy. (even though he is here this morning.) Cause I just want to be warm and comfortable and prob wont get any anyway.

I just had, 1/2 cup peaches....1/2 cup cottage cheese......1/2 cup green beans. And a pepsi.

A smock. I am cleaning.

I lost my pants and I am sober.

I dont know if I can go over to this ladies house anymore for awhile. I have a weakness for a habit she is into and need to stay away so I dont fall back into that old trap.

Your dad is/was? Handsome like you.

Ditto this. I get slammed for being pagan....in an open relationship....which to me is just being a realist as everyone cheats....and for being um I dunno. Horny? I guess. But I still come back because I know a few people on here do still care and like me despite our differences. And just now I was vindicated. I heard my man argue with the lady he thought was so great....heehee, he realized I am better for him than her.....as their personalities clash. It is the first time anyone has gotten this under his skin in awhile.

My comfy PJ's perfect for a Sunday of lounging around.

So, when you say your an artist......have you sold any works and if so of what media? You plan to make a living off of photography and/or selling your own clothes? I think that is wonderful! I wish you the best. Lots of aritsians on here..... I saw this girl on Tyra Banks show that is making her own jeans and selling them. She got started on Myspace....I have her on my profile. So I know it can happen!

I met this guy on a different local web site. I think he is cool enough and all.....pagan....vegan.....we have allot in common and all but.....he started asking me for advice on how to persue his bi two guy fantasy. I helped him out a bit and now....he wants to give me blow by blow (heehee pun intended) details. So I avoid him. I just don't find him physically attractive so it grosses me out but want to remain friends.....well he is real hung up on the issue. I don't want to just put him on stealth so I was thinking.... Next time he writes I should just be a smart ass and say....'suck any good cock lately?' Heh.

My heart out.......~sigh~ I just had an ensure can though for nutrition.

Ok, if you hear about the lady who fell flat on her face in the bathroom it was me. These damn 6 inch high goth boots......beer.......and a wet floor do not make for a good combination. I sprained my ankle. Thanks all for welcoming my little minions into the goth club world.

Come meet my demonic offspring and say HI! Its my birthday..their cc cherry poppin and gothic momma's birthday all in one.

fuckin goddamn cheap ass ghetto motels around here suck ass. No heat.....sometimes the showers dont have heat....plaster falling on the beds...no towels....DETROIT sucks.....but.....hey....I love it anyway. What juggalo is a true juggalo that can't take a night in a detroit motel? Or what goth is a true goth who can't take it.....heh.