Homicidalheathen

I am stuck. I hate it here. I left at 16 because my dad and mom beat me up and my dad kept trying to molest me.....my dealer wanted to kill me for leaving because he 'saved' me from that hell and put me in another one. So I moved to AZ after traveling around the country for a bit....I loved it out there, I really did. I moved back because I was pregnant.....found out my fiancee' had not 1, not 2.....but 4 other girlfriends. I wanted family support when it came time to deliver and well, I missed the hell out of my sister. Real bad. Needed to get away from old friends and past influences because I had just kicked the meth habbit and didn't want to go back to it after the babies were born. I came back, got my lisence.....worked for a bit..met Klaus.....we got married.... We were going to move then his dad died. Now we have to stay to take care of his mom. I promised Opa on his death bed. I can't break that. I love his family more than my own I hate to say.......they are so nice. His mom is the mom I always wanted......watched my kids for free so I could work and make ends meet and go back to school. Now we have grand kids.......can't leave them. My kids start college next yr.......can't leave for 4 more years thus......we just started our own buisness and it is doing REALLY WELL after struggling for years......I would rather put up with snow and idiots than go back to that....so I do think I am stuck.

I have the deck but REALLY want the hot tub....if I just had a few grand laying around some place.

Pj's. I love sunday morning.

I just stole Tashas cheeeese! Paybacks are a bitch. Actually there was enough to leave her some. Arn't I nice? But she did get mad for a minute. She deserves it after eating all the curds and whey the other day damnit.

Is strapping me to a post right now.....and.......

Yes unfortunatly I do sometimes..... Ever get a jack stuck under a car?

I want to go to a foam party before I am too old if I am not there already....not sure...... :(

Getting ready to go wake a grumpy teen for her stitches removal then....um.....return some wires......oh and a power cord......make a few deliveries.....slow today.

Getting ready to drive to Flint. Its over an hour away.

Nope.

Where was she? I am procrastinating. I am supposed to go see the new office today but its rainy.

nice pic

*pats Troy on the bum* Welcome back hottie.

Trying to get thee ol' bowels going so I can do Jury Duty later. :doh :erm :fear

I have to sign in again and again, and the flood control feature keeps me from getting into threads at times. Thats about it.

From the self denial thread

Napoleon. Cause I am short with a bad attitude and complex about my small penis.

I made a new friend who is taking up most of my free time. Its ok, I mean I am not spending time with any of my old freinds right now but I feel maybe this is just what I need to do right now and so am thus just going with the flow of what makes me happy. I don't mean to ignore anyone, I just don't have allot of free time these days so this person gets it all.

super soaker piss dreams, thats a new one. God I have to go back and check threads forgotten more often. :grin