Homicidalheathen

I am real sick. I am not near death but almost wish I was dead I feel so bad. Germs. I hate people because they carry them. Now I will miss two yule celebrations. I am infected in my chest......cannot even talk.....heh. This is kinda funny. So I call Catseye and tell him I cannot make this local band concert and he couldn't even understand me. He thought I was crying my eyes out and called my husband back to see if he had me locked in a closet or something. Heh, it was kinda funny.

I have larengitis again. 4th time in my life now. I worry about it cause I sing. So fa la la la la, la la la la. I sang in written word. I feel better now. What? Yah I had a drink or two. So what? Whats your point? :erm

Yer so goth.

Sluts. Who came up with this phrase and why does it only apply to women? And why do people care what you do with your orafices? If it harms none that is. NO one cares what you eat or stick in your mouth unless it's cock? Why would they care what you stick in your snatch? Just had to rant. I see food like sex. A basic need. And I won't eat just pizza everyday for the rest of my life so........

I should have him read this it looks like German to me. :blink

Yay! My hunney got to come home early! Coarse I probably won't rape him being sick and all. Just nice to have him here.

Heh heh, you said HEAD. (OK I am going back to bed now.)

Puts the break in breakdance

I want to do 'it'. Now to find a willing partner who doesn't mind my sniffles.

forgot how to moonwalk

I don't really eat when I have a cold. What is the point? I cannot taste and it hurts to swallow. ~Sigh~ I already lost 10 lbs I hope I get better soon.

Try eating less fiber. :blink

Wow, thats freaky. I think digging up dead bodies would be a cool living though. As long as they don't stink too much. Gore doesn't bother me, I have a morbid curiousity.....I just can't handle icky smells. They turn my stomach.

I feel much better now. Just one more day of rest should do it. Does Christmas shopping count as rest....ugh. Off I go.

Yah I know. I am really getting tired of it. I liked at first....not the surprise but the drug itself. I am sick of it now. Some kids told me 3 times in one year is very bad for your brain/health.

The meaning of existence IS eating poptarts. Blueberry.

Well if you got bad vibes then it is good you ended it. You do have kids to think about. Being with a good, decent and normal person wins out over great sex when there are little one's to consider. Your tops Mark.

God I feel like shit. I hate the flu. At least I got my flu shot and all I have is sniffles and feaver and aches. And a sore throat. Wah I cannot sing now. I hate people and their germs. I am going to wear a mask like Micheal Jackson from now on.

Nursing myself back to health. I should not have made out with those 4 people this week. But I was horny and thought.....oh safe sex......make out then masterbate! My girl isn't sick so it wasn't the hot couple we kissed and stuff at Meph. It must have been my 19 year old neighbor boy. God I should be shot. I have to hide now if he sees me.......I hate coming home drunk and running into my neighbors.

Putting BALLS on my tree. Oh wait until you see what I post tomorrow if my kid brings me the links.

Because finger nails rip, not cut the skin and have bacteria under them. I don't let anyone claw me now.

Goddamn caffine headache again. I have to give it up but it is better than, ehem...prune juice. Yah. :blink :doh :blushing

Ok so I got slipped GHB again this week. And you all wonder why I don't go out much anymore. I almost fell asleep on the sidwalk. I was actually walking and my eyes closed. And it was cold out. And I felt kinda sick. Not just the booze, it doesn't make me feel like that. It is scary. I hate people.

Going to put up my fiberoptic tree then go rave out my music studio. I got those track lights! Oh and a light up ball! We be jammin.

Would you like a shot of Vodka to go with your newfound sense of goth freedom?