Homicidalheathen

My grandpa has had lukemia for a while now, I went and saw him....I know he is dying but. He is planning his own funeral to not be a burden. That is so dark even for a goth like me. It is depressing me. Suck ass life this year suck suck suck.

Talking to my freind on the phone about how 18 (gotta card these days heh) yr olds hit on older women thinking we will put out easier.

Sponge bob the movie was ok though.....lots of pro gay humor, I so approved.

Being very depressed. I hate life in a general sort of way because it always pretty much sucks to be me. ~sigh~ Oh and I am watching the CH 2 news

Yah we will miss you, but just want you to be ok. However long it takes.

Jean-genie will you let yourself go?

It sounds like Detroit but in a dust bowl. So what is on your xmas wish list... A porta potty? Charmin....... We could send you some reading matterial for when your uh........

I don't understand the pooping thing. You have an outhouse? Where the hell do you live? I am sad today. My best freinds dad is dying of cancer and she is crying and my goddaughter (her kid) just found out grandma from the other side of the family is dying of cancer too. What is with all of this cancer???

I am seriously surprised at how long this silly little thread has lasted heh

I have decided....... DD does not post enough these days. Should I go light a fire under his ass?

Oh and my best freinds dad is dying of cancer. He has 4 months. I grew up with these people so yah I will be at the funeral. Too many funerals this year for me I am getting sad now.

I have bear pepper spray because we have loose dogs too but I am afraid in MI I will spray it and it will just blow back in my face.

I hate this hood. We hope to move in a couple years. Last night I took a walk at 12:30 to make my tummy feel better. So this guy on a bike goes by me.......I got WEIRD feeling like I should start walking the other way. So he comes back by me slow.....on the sidewalk this time right towards me and looks at me. Now I am getting pissed but I had my big walking stick and cell...then he goes past me again WITH HIS DICK OUT. So I see him duck behind a fence and wait for me. Needless to say I crossed the street and went to the next road which is busy 14ml and he left me alone after that. This happens to me at least once a year here. I hate this hood. I have filled out so many police reports I don't even bother anymore. They are never around when you need them.

YAH maybe it won't last long eh?

I have the hots only for myself this week. Here is why. I realized I am one hot ass sexy fucking beeeaaatch thats right people. So hot I fucking sizzle right down to my panties. They smoke so much I got the fire dept called on me and they said my pussy was so hot it melted their fire hose. I think I am nuts.......don't mind me. :blink :fear

FUCK APATHY and fuck you too

You got competition here dude. Add me to the list. Still unemployed :confused

I dont I saw them this year, sorry I thought they sucked :confused

Ok you two, take it into the love nest......

My diverticulitis is really acting up. I might not even make the ICP concert. :doh

Getting ready to go shopping and smokin a spliffy :cheerful

Cosmo.....they say they have a new sex position. Ha! There is nothing I havn't done. Oh and Metro Times and Phanamanews and Scientific American and Cannabis Culture. I thought about getting a bunch of porn instead :fear as I was at New Horizons on 13 Ml and Little Mack. I decided to feed my brain instead. It was so funny, there was this guy there and he walks up to the counter and goes 'do you have the New Book of Buds?' (As in pot buds) and they guy behind the counter says: 'no we are out of it' and smiles........and I am thinking what is with Roseville are we a bunch of stoner's or what??? Heh heh.

And some dance around in their underwear I wonder what is under the stairs..... :erm

I got out of the Hospital a couple years ago thinking life would somehow be different. Like I would somehow be better physically....and people would be better to me. It sucks. Physical and emotional pain. I am sick of life.