I am sad. I don't have many 'true' freinds. You know, the kind that don't just call out of need.
Mostly they call only when they are bored.......need something.......or want to talk about themselves and their own problems.
I get used for rides.......money.....smoke........contacts....
People have me fix up their songs and I dont get paid.
Guys will fuck me but aren't really my freinds. After they get what they want they treat me like crap.
Same goes for my man. He was seeing this girl at work and she just made over 100,000 on his job and work and he got a tiny little bonus check.
Now she is being a bitch........I warned him it was too good to be true.
I find him sexy, but women are greedy selfish backstabbing bitches in the corporate world.
I have like one freind right now and we are having sex. I do like hanging out with her I hope when and if we stop having sex we stay freinds. I think sex ruines freindships at this point and we may not swing until next year as I need a break from assholes.
Maybe you shouldnt be freinds with your swing partners but I hate just fucking people. ~sigh~