Homicidalheathen

hang in there sweets. I used to be a meth addict...and believe me, I wanted to just say fuck it and snort a few x while raising twins

I hate it when I entrust a true friend with my celly # and they give it out to some loser frickin weirdo DONT DO THAT!!! he wont stop texting me! I no likey!

don't forget the invisable heathen I has a stalker so I hide Oh and btw peeps please don't give out my number, thanks.

wait till the arthritis sets in... yup sure beats alcohol

backups arrive

fear factory "Escape Confusion" Escape, escape Escape confusion Escape animosity [X2] From morality A morbid animosity Addicted to the epidemic That deteriorates progression Escape confusion Escape animosity Desperately washing away The gore that's hidden beneath the dismay Thoughts of eternal despair And self hate Escape confusion Escape animosity Terrorism within Dreams become reality Visions of hope Attempt to escape Attempt to escape Attempt to escape the sickness! Terror Dreams become reality Visions of hope Attempt to escape Attempt to escape Attempt to escape the sickness

sooo relieved I didn't go to that party on Saturday as Mr i know everything but am a total asshole perv showed up...following instincts is paying off big time

Pew Q: What do you get if you divide the cirucmference of a jack-o-lantern by its diameter? A: Pumpkin Pi!

like taking up someones offer of goin to FLA. seriously...

one day for the waterpark alone

all I am saying is its almost impossible to quit, not totally impossible...but REAL HARD if your still around it she lives with a guy and is using...? He is prob using to or at least ok with it which makes me wonder about his motives...intentions... And what coke does in the womb is as bad as alcohol, they both cross the placenta wall EASY

may the force be with you. May it come from your wonderful GLOWING SABER and not a can of beans.

letdown, disillusioned...disenchanted... oh don't forget appaulled at the gaul hey that makes a good line for a song but I has to deal with her anyway so I have to get over it and move on

alcohol is a drug, and the only one that will kill you if your addicted bad and quit cold turkey (hence why I am not around much anymore peeps...to quit is to stay away from it) aa or Nar a non they work (sorry pomba but they do)

Dont worry be happy (I went through the same thing at age 24) Everything worked out ok

Have raised two kids...well 3. Never did drugs till they were like 14? until they were old enough to know better and it was engrained in their minds that includes no smoking or drinking of any kind I hid it from them when I did start partying again for awhile... my parents were abusive alcoholics my mom a stay at home mom, depressed and abusive and ALWAYS DRUNK puking....it was soo nasty. I hated her. My dad...lets not even go into it. I just didn't want that for them. Thinking my partying AT ALL with them knowing was bad at this point as one is a under achiever now with a penchant for goth clubs and drinking all the sudden. She quit school ect...ect...she comes to me one day and says she has rockstar dreams (we tried this already at age 15) And understands why I like the clubs and partying now. Oh great, wonderful. But she says she won't stick me with the student loan bill. Just stop for their sake, they did not ask for this. Its only till they grow up...and keep it private.

cute video

waiting for vewy important call

I don't have one anymore

I am going to go read the paper soon and I am texting too make plans for next week I watched figure skating...got all hyped up I love flamin' guys with tight butts in shiny latex outfits Did you know that... The oldest form of human-powered transport was ice skating, and was invented in northern Europe around five thousand years ago. Archaeological evidence suggests that the first skates made of animal bones date back to 3000 BC, helping people travel more widely during frozen winters in Finland, marking the start of the evolution of more sophisticated skates. http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/uknews/157...in-3000-BC.html

rested and sore

I hope to find this at B&N later on sale maybe... http://feralhouse.com/titles/crime/true_vampires.php Barnes has awesome post season sales

I am going to see the new Underworld tonight...hey, likens and vamps...only thing missing is the possession. Oh wait, I will be there...got it covered. My kid said I am her best friend...*cry* its sooo sweet. She kinda does need to get out more tho. Your mom as your best friend...dunno... college eats away all her time so...this movie BETTER NOT SUCK as it’s her only break this week. If it sucks I will find real likens on dgn and sick them on the producers.

You know a goth is down when she passes up TWO funeral invites in one week. Hell, usually I LIVE for these moments. Tears. Suffering, blackness...eternal darkness... I am just not myself this week. ~sigh~