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HEY! That's a damn good series! But yeah I get what you mean Western Vs. Eastern comics...I fall in the middle of both. I love the older western comics and like a lot of the eastern comics overall...okay so I guess my collection is more like 30-70 with manga winning. But I have a HUUUUUUUUUUGE collection. Haha, Akira actually made sense to me...maybe that just makes me weird though since it's so freaking fast based and sci-fi eccentric. Ditto...but I don't get anything but basic channels. But even if I did then it would just involve Cartoon Network and food network lol. Hey, hey! What about people like me? I knew you as Bean and Eternal as Eternal separately! Yeah, that was a while back now but I met you both separately on here and wanted to chill out with you both but by then you were together, which I still want to meet and chill with you guys. But I guess my point is this...I knew you before Eternal was with you and I thought and still think your a wonderful woman. Your always so sweet and caring and your one of the best friends anyone could ever have. --------------------------------------------------------------------------- One big one I have is I don't really feel like I belong here, hell I don't feel like I belong anywhere. I am a very eclectic person with a wide range of friends and have never felt right at home with any group of people. I feel like I am myself and that I am trying, it's just i'm one of those people that blend well with groups that no one cares if I was there, or not, or dead. I'm not really sad about this it just feels more like a fact now. I tried for a really long time before to be excepted into different groups and eh, ended up saying fuck it. I'm a gamer, a metal head, a techno freak, a dork, a geek, an otaku, an artist, and so many other things I cannot count. However this does stop me from going to things with people sometimes. And makes me feel as if I will always be mediocre at several things versus awesome at a few. That part I want to change, but i've never been the kind to be invited by people to things. I have been invited to things and have went at times but i'm not the kind who anyone misses if I don't show up. Hell most people forget me off the guest list in the first place and never notice. I feel like the only thing I can do right is sex. My greatest fear is of the zombie apocalypse, not because of the zombies. But because it is the perfect condition to be stuck alone forever in. Everyone I loved would die, everyone I had potential with would die, and I would once again be surrounded by zombies...of a different kind. I have an unhealthy love/understanding with/of death. (Not suicide based.) I hate stupid people and believe most people in the world to be stupid. Not un-educated but down right stupid. No common sense, no manners, not even a little bit of understanding.

Okay, had an alright night at CC. Hadn't been in what seemed forever, had to leave early due to a long car trip back and a friend who was super sleepy who had work early today lol. I didn't get to say hello to everyone I wanted to. But eh, that just means i'll have to go again sooner this time.

How's the weather out that way? I hope it's not horrible. :/ It's let up here for a bit and I hope it stays that way.

I'm going with some friends and am hoping to see a few other friends while i'm there. So say hi if you see me.

I will be there with at least one other person if not about 4 others possibly in tow. Hope to see some you there tonight.

I might drop by, had made plans to do so with a friend but the friend fell through. But eh, might come out to see all of you guys anyway. Anyone going for sure?

Pedophilia is NOT a sexual orientation. I see where you could think it is, but do you believe that beastiality is one too then? And honestly...you can make a connection between ANY two things in the world...it's very easy to do. However just because something can be connected to something else doesn't make it accurate or even related to the other subject necessarily.

lol not sure if I know the movie reference...shame on me. XD But eh, I dunno in this case I meant you Phee and Rev. And of course Chernoybl...and now KatRN05.

roflmao...I love these...where do you people find such awesome things?

Very argumentative today...like I feel like being a pushy bitch, but in a nice way to make people be like, "hey she was being mean, but damn she had a good point."

That I wish I felt better for this stupid reunion thing that i'm going to. But that's ok after I get to see my baby and maybe might get some good food by going...for the damn price the food better be SPECTACULAR! Awwwwww...my kitten is so cute!

lol I know...I saw a chase like that, well online after the fact, but it was of someone I knew! Well it was someone who lives in town and his family lives near us and my mom works with his kids...and in the video it's just like holy crap! I know that person! What a moron! Would have been freakier if the place he was being chased I knew like what you were saying. On a different note...I wish people would realize how dangerous animals of any sort can actually be. Even the most loving house cat has some fierce instincts. People unfortunately handle animals poorly most of the time.

In my opinion I am glad to see it overturned. Although I will say that I think Gaf made some very good points about how things could have gone with civil marriages for everyone. However unfortunately even if it did and was for the better there is still a societal "value" to the word marriage. So it may be the EXACT same as civil union but no one will ever see it that way, at least not anytime soon. So in many ways we are still holding to the sentiment of marriage rather than the actual function of it. So even if gays got all the same rights with civil unions it would feel less than equal due to the sentiment...even if everyone only used civil unions it would feel like a dumbing down of marriage to people on both ends and then everyone would be pissed. (Or it could possibly be seen as a win for the people who put prop 8 in effect in the first place.) So although I do agree that in function they are the same I believe in sentiment they are very different. Which is one of the reasons it became a huge debate in the first place. Okay with what I am about to say...no I don't believe this really...but to make a point. Ok Machine I will give you the acknowledgment that since they are both born with it that therefor it is the same...on this level...a pedophile even before there is a victim has a psychological process just like anyone...they are attracted to what they like sexually. For some that is other men, and for some, other women but you must also agree then that straight people fall into the same category for liking the opposite sex. After all your reasoning was because, "they were born that way." So people who were born straight are also in the same category as a pedophile who likes children and gays who like the same sex. On that level you could link anyone or anything to the same category as the pedophile...because in nature we all are born with liking what we like including animals and trees. However, once the pedophile acts out upon a victim they are separated from the general pool of gays and straights and whatever the hell else you want to throw in like animals, plants and trees. The reason they are then separated is like what Phee was saying...there is now a victim. The same would count for a straight man who raped someone or for a gay man who beat someone to death. They would all then fall into the category of criminals. This category is VERY separate from the non-criminals nature/instinct group. In the first group there are no victims being harmed in the second there is a victim thus why it becomes a crime. So yes in theory your right Machine...pedophiles can be like gays and straights that they can live quiet and happy lives and never harm another person. Or they can be like them in the idea that they hurt someone else and become a criminal. However i'm pretty sure that was not your point in question...and in the sense that you were trying to say that a loving caring relationship between two gay men was in fact the same as the CRIME of a pedophile forcing themself on an unwilling victim. In which case I take as much offense to that as the comment about being able to marry a car being the same as marrying someone of the same sex. Or maybe I should see it as a compliment that he loves his car THAT much. In which case...I shall make a mental note not to get a ride from him anytime soon. And if you would love to have a love filled relationship and marriage like any couple with your car...there are some countries that will let you marry it. So head to the border with your mechanical friend and I hope you live happily ever after together.

I'm glad he is ok though. It's always odd when you see something on the news that happened near where you live and you don't even know about it until it airs. I've had that happen quite a few times from a few suicides by kids to car crash deaths and drug busts. It's odd sitting there and then just hearing your town mentioned. I'm glad it was only one child and that that child is ok.

Finishing up Dante's Inferno, Still only about half way through Bioshock 2 but i'm taking my time on purpose, still playing Fall Out...what? There's a LOT to do in that game, And I can't wait for the next Fall Out and Fable 3 looks maybe ok? And YAY! A PORTAL 2!!!!!! :D

My look depends on the day...What's clean and what's functional and what's an ok looking combination that I can make thereof. But what posses me to buy such fashions in the first place is about what catches my eye, the price it is, and how it looks on me. I just like what I like and sometimes I dress like a total moron because of it.

Hello.

Hello.

-Had to work with my brain dead coworker who I can't stand. -Had an old friend tell me in detail how he fucked a chick he just met with no protection...the day after he told me he liked/likes me a lot. -Friend canceled our plans because they are not convenient enough for her. -Being bothered by ex's online about how much I still miss them apparently. *rolls eyes* -Not getting to see my other half. -Having to do a community service 3 hour thing that was boring as hell. -Being ignored all day by people. -And am pretty sure that plans for tomorrow are already ruined. XD

Awww I was hoping they were my sizes. Dang it!

Gaaaah! That made me cry too. (I'm a hopeless romantic at heart I guess.) It was really neat though, I liked it a lot. I can see why it won awards.

Work...and stupid people!!!!

Tired even though I can't sleep.