My happiness isnt really tied into my weight.
My health however?
It stinks.
My insides dont work right. As near as I can figure, it is beginning to look like a lot of it is stress related. But anyway.... fat or whatever, I'm usually happiest when I'm moderately active. My guts hurt and im glued to the bathroom all the time, so I cant be as active as I like anymore. But with the new meds, its looking like thats changing. They are working, slowly. So... I can start exercising again. *happydance* Without pain (sort of) and not worrying about where the bathroom is. *happydance*
I am happier when I'm not taking in nasty food. I guess that works out, since I cant physically eat it anymore. Fast food is gross, and it hurts me. So I dont eat it. I dont really miss it. Theres a really good place out here that does affordable rice bowl type stuff... fresh grilled meats (chicken, beef, seafood) and veggies, brown rice, stuff like that.
Generally, my happiness is tied into my current stress levels, balanced by environmental factors. If I feel like I look good, feel good and smell good, as well as having pleasant things and people to experience around me, that's what determines my happiness.
Right now, the stress side of the scale set is heavier. :/