Marmee_Noir

Feeling like life is GOOD!

Reading a myspace photo coment a friend wrote and thinking how much I can't wait to give im a hug tonight. Oh yeah and also have him rub aloe all over my sun-burned body...

I don't cry......... Simple as that.. Last time I cried was when I found out a very close friend of mine put a gun under his chin and pulled the trigger. But other than that I really don't cry. To explain it via lyrics from a distillers song.. " I take a scar every tiem I cry cause it aint my style no it aint my style!... But anyways a certain song that can make me sad is Elliott Smith's I didn't understand Thought you'd be looking for the last in line to love then ignore Put out and put awayAnd so youd soon be leaving me alone like Im supposed to be, tonight, Tomorrow and everydayTheres nothing here that youll miss I can guarantee you this, is a cloud of smoke Trying to occupy space What a fucking joke What a fucking joke I waited for a bus to separate the both of us and take me off far away From you cos my feelings never change a bit I always feel like shit i Dont know why I guess that I just do You once talked to me about love and you painted pictures of A never-neverland and I couldve gone to that place But I didnt understand I didnt understand I didnt understand

Awwww hon hope things are going ok for you and well if you so make it to CC you can add another drink from me to the list/.. And not just cause you're super sexy and besides Anelina Jolie I would so go lesbian for ya and your corset skillz:P.. Teasing.. But yeah if I make it and you're their I'll buy you a super yummy intoxicating drink and a hug! Hope all is well.. XO

Might make it out... All seems to be up to how my friend is feeling and well he's water and vinegar in one bottle.. Plus I promised him I would spend the WHOLE weekend pretty much at his mercy... lol But I'm feeling the need to socialize so damn it I require hugs and lots of kisses from you guys/.. And would be nice to meet some of the newer members. XO

Fell the empty mask- Android lust

McCain...... And for all the people freaking cause he's a republican.. Umm he may be republican in name but he's pretty damn lib... As for Roe vs wade.. He most likely could/would try but I highly doubt that it ever will be over turned.. The senate and blah blah blah blah.... Also the FCC, umm yeah how dear wold you lose your job! He may be talking smack about cracking down but there is really only so much the FCC can do with out crossing the whole freedom of speech blah blah blah stuff... So while he may crack down, I'm banking the only difference we'd most likely see is more albums being marked with the whole "Parental advisory".. LOL and I really don't find it to be all that tragic that a 12 year old can't buy a cd, that sings about ass raping a grandmother or something.. Yawns* Sorry for this post being a bit choppy, I'm running on pretty much no sleep at the moment!

Blaqk Audio "MUTE" Kiss or kill, like cry or cut, like the virgin ice of an early winter waiting to drown with just one step - with just one misstep - I go under. Such a beautiful mess, pretend that you're appalled. In a sin tight dress confess and bare it all. Kiss or kill, like kiss or kill, like kiss or kill, like this... Scream through dreams that cut your voice off. Wide awake will nothing soothe? With one word I'd take this pain from you but I fall mute. It seems the sweet sixteen went sour so long ago. The evening gown was cleaned but the slip always seemed to show. Scream through dreams that cut your voice off. Wide awake will nothing soothe? With one word I'd take this pain from you but I fall mute. I heard you cry in my distance. I heard the lies through all the tears. I was denied and left distant. I heard you fell, well I'm still here I heard you cry in my distance You fucking lied, well I'm still here. Scream through dreams that cut your voice off. Wide awake will nothing soothe? With one word I'd take this pain from you but I fall mute. [x2]

Two Timing Me- The Adicts

Wicked World - Osaka Popstar

Happy Days pj bottoms and a grey t-shirt.. lol How sexy I know!

The Last Tsar. The life and death of Nicholas II. By Edvard Radzinsky

City of Angels-The Distillers! I take a scar every time I cry cause it aint my style no it aint my style!

AFI-----On the Arrow... Fragments of joy torn apart a freshly drained heart that beats!

I'm looking at corsets on ebay...

I'm bored and putting off heading to the hospital so what better way to stall then list what I'm wearing.. lol Orange socks with lil spiders on them with lil rubber spiders dangling from the ankles, lol matching boyshort thong panties (orange with spiderwebs and spiders on them) a pair of gap jeans a tan victoria secrets bra with lil gold charms on it that say sexy, and a fuzzy wuzzy way to big for me... gap hoody!

The Casualties-Punk rock love....

Trying to convince myself to get ready cause I have to head up to the hospital and do the whole visit thing!

Lol Daevion and I are one damn cute couple I will admit.... But I think if him and I are getting clodded, erm is that a word... lol Anyways I think Alaska and Envious should be in the line of fire also...

I'm running late on a few b-days... So umm Happy Late B-day! XO

Would be so easy for me to get wrapped up in this thread... I will just say and leave it at this before I turn all manga/anime nazi on everyone.. I am completely ADDICTED to Anime and Manga... And specially when it comes to Manga I turn all nazi.. I only read true 100% from Japan manga.. I can NOT stand some of tha American shit they try to sell off as Manga... When I walked into walmart and saw Avril lavign has a "manga" out.... Well yeah I think "THE END" is near! "

Ah a girl after my own heart.. I'm presently working on CULT status.. But world domination is most def in the future...