GothicRavenGoddess

To see all the photos we took (some aren't that good lol) here's the link: The Link

Bones, my beautiful RagaMuffin, passed sometime in the night. Dunno what happened to him. They found him under a tree... *sigh* He will be missed. I am heart broke...

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the fact that "shinanagins" spelling suggestions, on Google Chrome, are as follows: shinsplints, shinguard, shininess, and shagginess (well.. it didn't really "make my day" but it made me giggle a little. )

pft! what am I, chopped liver? ROFL *sits back and watches the shinanagins* I mean, just because I broke up with DGN, doesn't mean we can't still be friends, right? Right?! lol Edit because I keep spelling "doesn't" as "doens't" *faceplam*

but but but.. I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE! My life is so incomplete now...

well, its good they can't charge more or refuse to treat me, but the treatments are going to be rather expensive to begin with, as time goes on... I'm not against it...it just worries me, ya know? I mean what if I needed an ovary removed, in order to save my life, but because the reason it needed to be removed was related to the re-existing condition I had, and I couldn't afford the surgery, because it wasn't covered... I may still be a little foggy on the details.. you have to excuse me... I haven't been sleeping well, so it may not be clicking all the way lol

Ya.. what she said lol

i never wanted to post here, but I reckon I can say what I want to say... I could care less about it, to be honest.. the thing as a whole, I mean... but the fine to those that don't get it, is ridiculous, and not covering pre-existing conditions... ugh.. I have a pre-existing condition, and almost everything that's going to go wrong with me, health wise, is going to be caused by this re-existing condition.. including the heart issues I will more than likely develop.. and possibly the ovarian cancer or any other cancers down there, I may develop, because of said pre-existing condition. See where I'm going with this? so yeah... that makes me a little soar... I think its poorly written, and we shouldn't be forced to get it... nor should conditions we have be exempt, either.. (this means children will be covered, but not their diabetes... or are they going to go through and list everything that will be covered, if its pre-existing) but I'm not against it as a whole... If anything of what I said is wrong, in any way, please let me know. I'm not here to argue, just stating how I feel...

where'd you get your's from? I am looking into getting this. everywhere I look, I am finding the nicotine free ones... I don't want nicotine free LOL (sorta defeats the purpose of even doing it.. I swear LOL) I know they make with nicotine... just having a hard time finding em, that don't cost an arm and a leg... and a $30 starter kit is not that bad... (finding out its only $30, is what made my day lol)

I'd never would have attributed my being tired all the time to this.. though it makes sense. I DO live in an overly stimulating household (if you know anything about me, you'd agree lol) At times, my over sensitivities can go so far as to manifest physical pain. If I care about someone, I usually will feel their bodily pains... if they hurt there long enough... I can't be in the same room with someone I love, if they have arthritis.. it hurts too much... constant pain is almost instantaneous.. its VERY hard to function sometimes (especially with my own aches and pains... add to that, everyone else's..) and feeling emotions.. oh forget it... I am very in tune with how people are feeling... more so if I feel anything for them.... its so bad, sometimes feel the underlying emotion.. you know the one that you try to hide, when you tell the world "i'm fine".. yeah, I can feel that.. so saying "i'm fine" does not work with me! >.< you might as well answer the question, or I'm going to bug it out of you, until you either give in, or until you say "I really don't want to talk about it"... so yeah... wow... no wonder I like my cave so much.. its dark, and quiet in here.. and the fan really does help block out the head noise...

I didn't think so... Oh.. I still think of the day that Eevee let me adjust her bones LMAO but anyways..

late night lack of sleep.. I blame that on me posting... I don't think I have a crush on anyone (but I do like you folks.. some anyways... -.-) anyone crushing on me? LOL

fucktards who run their mouth, just to get the last word in... even though they are in the wrong... and know NOTHING about the subject they are talking about... and then are allowed to run ramped and talk down to people and disrespect others just because of WHO they are.. what the fuck ever. I'm done...

actually, VII was trying to get his keyboard to work (the stand got knocked out from under the keyboard and when it all landed together one of the speakers was broken... i'd know, I have a piece of it still LOL), and it wasn't so he said "Fuck it, we are at a Koffin Kats show..." shrugs and then breaks it... he turned a shitting situation into a fun one... or tried to, anyways..

No, I still go to that venue where my wrist was broken.. but only because the staff does its job... my wrist was broken before staff could get to me, and the large fight was getting larger...(and I was trying to get the hell out of there...) I forgave the venue and its staff because they had a hard time getting to where they needed to be... I'm still wary about going to a place who's staff DISAPPEARS when they need to be doing crowd control.. there's a difference.... oh, and VII destroyed his keyboard, because the guy jumping on stage damaged it and it wouldn't play right, after that...

rage, who has rage? I sure don't. not attitude nothing... it just bothers me when someone should be doing something about unruly people, swinging at people, climbing on stage... ect, and the staff of a building doesn't step in.. and asks its patrons "what do you expect me to do about it?" I mean seriously... just because you are good friends with them or some of the people who have done business with them doesn't mean you have to disrespect those that speak truths about some of the flaws of the place... Hell, there's a venue I LOVE and I still don't kiss the owner's ass nor do I think the venue's perfect... whatever dude. think what you want... the staff still should have stepped in, instead of disappearing. its not like it was a large place and staff couldn't get to the fight... then maybe I could see...

oh yes, let me worship the ground the foundation is built on.. oh god yes, I can't live without the venue that is smalls, though I've only been to one show there.. and have been to so many concerts in the past year.. and hunny, when I need to be, I turn into a little short tank. I can handle my own... But I was lucky that he didn't hit me because he towered over me... he could have easily picked me up and thrown me if he wanted to. I take it you weren't there? and yes shit does happen, people get hurt and people get stupid.. I know that: I've gotten my wrist broken at shows, and really, in THIS situation, staff SHOULD have stepped in before the crowd had to do their job for them... that's all I was trying to say.. jeeze...

first of all, I was there, and the BARTENDER was also the effing owner... (the other bartender was doing fine enough on her own!) the sound guy disappeared, and the guy in the crowd started the shit, NOT the effing band.. I had to break that fucking fight up.. ad Deathfearsnone wasn't the only guy the drunk idiot swung at.. DFN just happens to be one of the few he actually hit! He wasn't the only one trying to deal crowd control. It wasn't until I broke the fight up, did the owner take it upon himself to drag the drunk guy out... yeah. so yeah, I'd say it was Small's fault... I mean, he was acting as bouncer but then the crowd gets rowdy and he backs out? someone could have been really injured and NONE of the fucking staff stepped in... man I love how people run their fucking mouths about shit before they get all the facts...

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I VOTE (hehe) to start a new one! with new people.

I am selling a skirt that I made. (it was originally going to be sold for $15, but the original buyer backed out last minute >.<). I NEED to get rid of it!!! THANKS!!! Double layer circle skirt. Edges are unfinished. Its about knee length. I made this for myself, but the fabric doesn't stretch, and I couldn't get it up over my butt lol (this was back when i was a size 16) It may fit a 14, if you shimmy and shake to get it on, but again, it doesn't stretch. I don't know what the fabric is made of, but I do know its NOT wool. I'm allergic to wool, and I have NO reaction to the skirt. I am asking $10 for it, BUT I am offering it to DGNers for $7, first. Close Up of the top layer fabric: Close Up of the bottom layer fabric:

"Just because I'm single, doesn't mean I'm back on the market" lol

Preparing for tonight's dinner- Parmesan and garlic mashed potatoes, and breaded Parmesan garlic chicken. :D and maybe some diced tomatoes, for another veggie... :D

yeah, cuz that was so called for....