GothicRavenGoddess

there's a pic of mine in the big booby appreciattion thread.. *giggles, blushes, and then runs and hides*

gram crackeres and honey.....

what she said...

i don't get out much... actually me no leave house at alls....

dance with zombies

*feels all left out and stuff*

me has posted announcment somewhere's.... hehehe what the hell is in these camels? man... delusional..... Love mes....

I'll give you one... I'm really good w/ my hands... wait, that came our wrong... or did it? o.O J/K, J/K

im back... wait, where did i go? someone tell me.. oh yes... worshipping DBK's new avitar.. wait, did i just say thay? *runs and hides*

help to clean apartment, then beg to help me clean tha house

yeah, we'll go with that one. i was looking at my e-mails, that's why i ended up here at that last post... never accured to me to refresh the page... oh well, shit happens, stinks, and draws flies... has this whole daylight savings time thing kiked your ass, like it did mine? (i totally forgot about it, and got up too early)

aww damn.. i was late on the reply... shit... oops i should really hit rfresh before repliying.... how dorky am i?

usually REALY late ..... like 2,3,4 in the morning... Did you know you should set ur clocks back an hour, today?

Death-An Unyeilding Friend-Andrea Edwards Gear God, my death amuses me Why should I care when Your touch abuses me Death is a much nicer friend Can you ask him to come out and play? I rather have him, then be your friend for a day Dear God, Death took my pain away Do you exist? I'll find out in an our or so Dear God, the poison is in my veins, now (oh wait, that's you) You and death gave up on me today Its not funny how you play You left me standing here again today Alone in my solitude I'll have to find another friend to play '04 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Secret Acid Trip-Andrea Edwards In a world where your fate is somewhat twisted Doing what you're told And what they've insisted Life without unblinking eyes and cookie cutouts What, in this life, is worth living for? What do people really care for? Life without meaning, or progress, or sound No real life to actually be found No music, no love, all deaftoned ears Emotionless hugs, and meaningless kiss Children being born Not knowing what love is All crime's screams Are fully ignored Blood on the sidewalk Just stepped over Fighting for your oun gain Instead of the greater good Individuality is lost, as conformity takes over The world is a stage No one's putting on a show Walking through the meaningless day-to-day, I am your break from reality I am your acid trip I am your dirty little secret And I am here to stay '04 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I'm Over-Andrea Edwards I'm over you I'm over the sight of you The touch of you The breath of you I'm over the pain of you The tortured spirit of you The hurt inside of you, I cannot fix I'm over the drug abuse The fact I can't save you The fear for your life I'm over your love for me You took so long to admit I'm over the fake you The real you The somewhere in between I'm over the Italian side The hateful side And the hidden sweet side I'm over your love of God Your loyalty to sin And your desperation for forgiveness I'm over your chef side Your creative side Your lazy side I'm over your love for The Misfits Your love for 'Halloween" And "She" I'm over your eyes The smile of you The quiet laugh from you I'm over the heart and soul of you And I am not afraid to love again "05 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Shadows Calling Me-Andrea Edwards I'm lost inside Can't find my way out of the maze He was waiting, at the finish line Now, he's another demon He makes things worse In trying to make them better He smiles in desparation Hoping I'll reach for his hand I need more friends than lover Open minds, hearts, sins To reconnect to my past lives To know that I'm okay I scream in frustration No one hears it, but me Drowning in the light Wanting someone to save me (not sure who) Pick a number Wait in line My insanity is my only attraction (that's just my insecurity talking) I only want myself Smiling... Is that my true desire? Maybe you'll know A wrong turn, now Another obticle to overcome A whispered laugh, now Is somebody watching me? Fall flat on my face Fail, with another wrong turn Closer to the center Instead of the finsh line Come find me in your hidden nightmares Drown me in the shadows of your life Wipe my blood-staind tears away And lick my blood from your fingertips I see the finish line A figure stands in the darkness Calling out my name... Can you tell me who he is? '06 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Thooughts on Paper by: Andrea Edwards I thought.... I don't know what I thought. Maybe i over analyze. We got along great, now, i'm not on his friend's list.. Without a word. What happened? What did I do? I thought that you liked me. I think I'm spazzing out... I think that I'm so use to being hurt, that I expect it. My saddness is taking over. Come find me. You are my "Sixth Shadow" '06 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I Can Remember-Andrea Edwards I can remember The contours of your body But not the shape of your face. I can remember The touch of your fingers But not the heat of your hands. I can remember The Smile on your lips But not the sound of your laugh I can remember The feeling of your whispers But not the words that were said I stumble around Searching for what's missing The part of my soul That was ripped away Why won't the wound heal? Why won't the pain dissapear? Why do I still need you? The memories hurt so much I just want to forget But part of me is gone The hole will never go away The part of you that I rememeber Is what haunts me the most But despite the pain that you have caused I forgive you, still '07

*swats at the moving fly that is now in phee's signature* I think insects in signatures should be banned... Why can't I stop swatting at it? I feel like a kitten... thanks a lot phee!

"I wanna girl with lips like Morphine Knock me out everytime they touch me" Those two lines keep playing in my head, and my mood isn't so much the words, but the overall feel of the song... That is all.. cary one

I have done some thinking over the past week.. i mean ALOT and I have come to the realization that the day that Danny broke up with me, I felt deep, down to my core, fear... I don't know what I was fearing, but it was there.... and it scared me to the deepest part of me to be scared... if that makes sence... man i miss him.....

and the beat goes on... and the beat goes on....

likes to eat flies....oh, and play ninja tag with your's truly

swat at the fly in his signature.... and you guys complain about mine... gawd....

lol... go look then, i don't know know why you didn't see em why you asking me?

I ran out of cophee.. Anyone see the new guy, deathfearsnone?