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GothicRavenGoddess replied to GOTHIKA's topic in Movies, Books, Art, TV, Gaming and Computers
OMG! This movie was so awesome! ^_^ Not just Braveheart with aliens and guns.... LOL There's also powered armor, alien creatures (and I don't mean the beings, I mean the actual animals)... Besides, in this one, Humans were the aliens. lol I loved this movie. One of the best I have ever seen. -
I hope Jeff is going to be ok. His older brother passed away, out of the blue. I think worrying about his niece and nephew is the only thing holding him together... :( (Jeff is my male room mate, the one I don't loath lol)
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GothicRavenGoddess replied to TheOsakaKoneko's topic in Your Creations
OH! Two basting stitches! HA! so simple! LOL I'm being serious! there is quite a bit of stuff I do to gather, but running two basting stitches is not one of them lol thanks! I'll be sure to try that, and see if that works a heck of a lot better for me! THANKS! ^_^ -
Recent lolita skirt creations
GothicRavenGoddess replied to TheOsakaKoneko's topic in Your Creations
Also, I envy your ability to gather the fabric at the waistband. I can do it, but it takes me FOREVER and doesn't look nearly as... um.. perfect. -
Recent lolita skirt creations
GothicRavenGoddess replied to TheOsakaKoneko's topic in Your Creations
whoa! those are beautiful and awesome! ^_^ -
I've been doing what I can. I have no room to exercise on the floor and I am NOT laying on the filth that is the living room floor, because of the pigs... I've somehow managed to gain a lot of weight (or so it feels), so my body feels like shit. In actuality, I've only gained 10, but when you are already as big as I am, 10lbs can feel like 50. I am watching more closely what I am eating. I was letting things slide, thinking to myself that I'll make up for it by not eating X thing.... *sigh* sadly, that is not working, and I am refining what I'm doing. Course, its hard as hell when I am the only person in the house who has to eat the way that I do, so I get over ruled with food, and some times (at the end of the month) its either eat the crap, or starve... and once I starve, junk food won't be an issue. lol It sucks. I wish this was MY house, with MY income, but its not, so I have to just do what I can. I did, however, stop drinking the regular pops. By the way, our tap water is disgusting, and bottled water is hard to come by. Its easier, and cheaper, to drink pop. So I get diet. I am drinking juice, though, when we can afford to get it. Lite juices, since "diet" tastes like kool-aid with too much water. I have all but cut out red meat from my diet, except the occasional ground beef. I don't eat steak anymore. I can't stand the smell of it. (That and I think my room mate's are morons, cuz they buy the shit all the time, and its expensive!) I make sure I get in plenty of dairy and protien. I try like hell to not eat bread of any kind, but if I do, I make sure its either oatmeal, wheat, or multi-grain (which taste better than white, in my opinion). I also make sure I eat a good amount of fiber, as well. Its the things like eating pizza "every once in a while" (which is almost every weekend Ethan works at the Hayloft, because Happy's Pizza is right across the street and usually running really good deals on pizza), and eating the bread from burgers, that I need to stop. I know what I need to do, and I am taking steps to get back on the wagon. I did really good this Thanksgiving, and I know I'll be able to do well on Christmas and New Year's. Its all the days in between that get me LOL.
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DGN Night at CC, December 19th
GothicRavenGoddess replied to StormKnight's topic in Nightlife, Events & Concerts
my b-day is the 20th. I don't have the money to go to City, and even if I did, I don't have the money for drinks. lol Happy Birthday to those that can go. -
So I found out I have:
GothicRavenGoddess replied to GothicRavenGoddess's topic in Health & Well-Being
I posted this in another thread, but I'll repeat it here as well, since its related.... -
ok, ok. I necroed a thread. ah well. I gotta ask, though, why on earth did it die? also, I found this thread while searching for that missing pet peeve thread, though I think it just pertained to grammar or something.... anyways... to stay on topic, and hopefully bring this thread back to life (I really hope its not closed, or it is, and a similar one started, with actual info, instead of ranting.....) but yeah... As many of you all know, I have PCOS (If you google "PCOS" you will get loads of info (click any PCOS in this sentence and it will take you to the site I like to send people to, to get info)... and the break down (the short version) is that my body creates too much insulin, because the initial amount doesn't do its job... because of this over abundance of insulin in my system, it has killed most of the estrogen that's created. Because of this, my ovaries don't function properly. and because of that, my periods are all fucked up... here's where I actually contribute to this thread: I have been on my period for the last 3 months. Bleeding, spotting, you name it, its happened. I've had maybe 2-3 days out of each month where I wasn't bleeding, but in my sleep, i did. Its weird. I go through a lot of pads. (I don't use tampons anymore, because A) they make me cramp more B) I bleed to heavily and wearing one would be a total waist... so yeah. which is why I am depressed all the time. Why I feel like shit all the time.. and I'm assuming why I FEEL like I have a fever, but my temp is either below "normal" or right at it.. (MY normal temp is usually BELOW 98.6, by one or two degrees) I have started taking (again) a muli-vitamin, wit iron in it, because I just know its gotta be uber low)... I've always wanted kids, but my ovaries don't ovulate... I've been diagnosed for over a year now, so I've had some time to accept that I may never have them... well, I've at the point where I just want my uterus out of me. I want it gone. If I ever become stable enough to be able to give a child any type of life, then I'll adopt. But really, I want my uterus gone. All this pain and my health being total shit, is not worth it that "maybe, one day, i could possible, with lots of fertility drug, get pregnant, and it not end in a miscarry"
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What made your day?
GothicRavenGoddess replied to Rev.Reverence's topic in Relationships, Pets & Domestic Homelife
My favorite English teacher, from High school (which I haven't been in touch with since 2004) added me to Facebook today. I'm really happy about that. -
it seems that this thread is getting WAY off topic lol Jebus! I had no idea the picture was THAT huge!!!!!! anyways, that being said, um, I don't really like these, but they are interesting looking.
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WTF were they thinking?
GothicRavenGoddess replied to Oh_My_Goth's topic in Fashion, Beauty and Costume.
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WTF were they thinking?
GothicRavenGoddess replied to Oh_My_Goth's topic in Fashion, Beauty and Costume.
here's some more, for your viewing pleasure.. or um... >.< -
I am in a really bad mood. Dunno why. Dunno what caused it. Not mad at anyone or anything, no one did anything to me.. I don't know. Don't wanna go out, cuz I'm a wuss, and its cold outside (I don't have any clean clothes, anyways), but I don't wanna be in the house. ugh. it sucks... I feel... "stuck" moving neither forward or backwards... and there's no way to move left or right, or any other direction.... Also, I feel like i have a fever, but my temperature is normal. what the hell is wrong with me?!
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Overstock.com has a limited selection, but some of them are pretty.
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yeah, no kidding.... heh.... do it like the hospitals have in the south (I say the south, cuz I've never really spent time at a MI hospital) They have a little building, outside the hospital, off to the side of the entrances, that have fans in them that obliterate the smoke before it sucks it outside..
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what ruined your day?
GothicRavenGoddess replied to Simon Bar Sinister's topic in Relationships, Pets & Domestic Homelife
Thanks hun. : -
what ruined your day?
GothicRavenGoddess replied to Simon Bar Sinister's topic in Relationships, Pets & Domestic Homelife
well, early this morning, my room mate decided to join facebook... now DGN is my only safe place to vent... >.< at least she hasn't found my page, cuz if she tries to add me, the answer is no.....