GothicRavenGoddess

I just took this pic last night (along with several others, that are now in my gallery), after i got ready for the Thrill Kill Kult show. I had on a cream colored top, and black dress pants.

OMG... that's fucking hilarious...

that looks rather yummy.... uh, can someone translate? what is all that stuff? either way, I'd still eat it. maybe... lol

i don't cut sugar out of my diet, and i cheat all the damn time, but I have switched from regular pasta to wheat pasta (which is SO yummy compared to the white pasta) i eat brown rice, instead of white rice, and i only eat potatoes every once in a while. I can eat most other kinds of veggies. i never took Yasmin, because i couldn't afford the Rx. The Dr. put me on some cheap ass birth control. I don't like it, and my emotions aren't out of control, i just feel bitchy all the time... and the bc makes me nauseated. I have lost a lot of weight. at least, in my tummy area. i don't look like I'm 12 months pregnant, anymore.. now i look like I'm only 4-6 months pregnant. lol I no longer wear a size 20 pants. I can take those off without unfastening the buttons and zippers. lol so I'm happy about that. I have no idea what size I am, though. I am going to start an exercise routine, very soon, and me and my bf are going to do some together, if he wants to. but either way, he's a good motivator. always asking me "are you sure you can eat that" when we go out to eat, or if i pick something out to eat. It helps to have the support. so yeah. I'm going to the Dr., in October to get my yearly exam and what not, and I'm going to talk to her about the bc I am on. it makes me feel like shit... so... i got a lot to take care of, but i am on my way. I'll keep updating, as things come up.

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like I am going to skin a damn cat and hang it from a tree.... ugh... its after fucking midnight, STOP CHASING FAIRIES! >.< like people completely missunderstand every god damn thing I say, and it getting old. I'm not in the damn mood to be picked on. I made a damn mistake, you don't have to make me feel even more stupid by rubbing it in, geeze, cut me some slack... I'm running on 5 hours of BAD sleep (if you can call opening my eyes and having to move VERY slow to change position, and then close my eyes again sleep, then sure I got 5 hours of that.... ), period and abdominal pain... still excited about seeing him this weekend... ..... going to see my love! ^_^ like i just totally lost my appitite, cuz my roomate is having an allergic reaction to something and yeah... its all coming up... great... (hope he's okay, though) like i just took an ultram and 4 ibprophen... yeah, i hope like hell i get groggy fast... this pain I'm in is annoying.... it won't take the pain away, but it will relax me enough to where when I sleep, I'll sleep deep.. which is what I need, because its hard to sleep in an empty bed, anymore.... though i am not use to the bed itself, the arms around me, the snoring in my ear... i miss it... yes, i miss the snoring. so i haven't been sleeping deeply i feel love. losts of love. from all kinds of directions, but mostly through the heartstrings that are connecting his heart to mine. I love that man, more and more each day, and as the days fade into the next, i feel my guard slowly fading. Any hurt that we may have caused each other, is slowly fading with it, and I feel like I am healing from the past hurts. Though he had no hand in the pain that I have had to recover from, he has had a hand at making it better. A little of him, directly, and little of him showing me how. I am so greatful that I could love him as a friend, and then lover, before i came to love him as the one who holds my heart. Mushy, I know, but I don't care. its what i feel, and its what this thread is for.

waiting

i have been slacking.... *bows head in shame* so i will be taking my messenger bag with me, to concerts and passing out cards. I keep walking out the damn door without them! and they are in plain sight!!! i am going to try harder! still promoting everywhere else, though. (myspace--i need to put a banner on my company's myspace, as well), and anywhere else I can... hell, i even have "DetroitGothic.Net" in my name on Myspace.... lol so i am trying! i sorry... i am failing! Bad Andrea! BAD!

gassy feeling is gone, and my girl issues are finally doing what they are supose to... frackin PCOS always fucking something up... anyways... tired... i got 5 hours of restless, pain filled sleep... but still excited, for I will see him this coming weekend.... oh man, do i haz a happy!

i am feeling my girl pains, and they are for not. nothing happening! >.< i am feeling frustraition about.... well, i won't get into that..... tired.... always tired... and i feel kinda gassy.... oh well..... oh! and excitement, becuase I'll get to see him this coming weekend. and we are going to the wedding of one of our friends. i can't wait. Edit: "out" and "our" do not mean the same thing... lmao

cream colored top, with a white tank underneath, black bra, blue lace thong undies, dark red and black striped slacks, and black dress shoes... and get this, that's all to go out and get some fabric to hang from my ceiling..

a great pic of a sexy girl. lol

*giggles*

I'll let them know. I think that it was in his boss's porch or something. They have small animals should they be worried about them being hurt, by this spider, or should they try and relocate her?

This is all the same spider. TheLordOfSins sent this to me, from his camera phone. lol I wish they weren't so blurry, but I know its hard to sometimes get a good shot.

ha! take THAT sleeping world! I rule you! What Your Red Umbrella Says About You When faced with adversity, you respond aggressively. A part of you enjoys being challenged. You don't back down easily. You have the confidence and character to lead. You are outrageously brazen with you ideas, opinions, and statements. You'll say what you think, and no one will silence you! On a rainy day: you should continue your plan to rule the world... while everyone stays home and naps The Umbrella Test

ditto, baby. i can't believe someone would run their mouth about me and you. Trying to break us up. (me and him don't have drama, we have misunderstandings, but ever couple does, its normal... but for someone to try and stur shit up... that just boils my blood) i hate when people try and destroy my happiness, and the happiness of the ones that I love. I thought we were past this stage. Its high school shit , grow the fuck up and stop spreading lies about something you know nothing about!

i want to be a really pretty gothic fairy.. but again... i need the $$.... WANT! >.<

extremely frustraited.... I will be cleaning house. maybe some will go by my example and actually pitch in....

ah. lol

seriously, what does the when of me "bumping" this thread have anything to do with.. well, anything?

ass

and why on earth is that? I'm still looking for a girl that's going to love me and mine.