GothicRavenGoddess

What her shirt says: and: and just because i DO feel like this sometimes. lmao

yeah, that's one way to look at it. lol Keep an open mind. That's key to just about anything. Hope you at least have fun, and a good meal, if nothing else.

Sometimes change is good. Not always, but stepping outside of the box, for a while, may help. May also open your eyes to a type of guy you like, but was unaware of. Good luck, hun. I hope it works out. And just think of it this way, its just a date... If it doesn't work out, that leaves room in your life to find the guy that will work.

Eurythmics: Here Comes The Rain Again http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PscogedAWTI Here comes the rain again Falling on my head like a memory Falling on my head like a new emotion I want to walk in the open wind I want to talk like lovers do I want to dive into your ocean Is it raining with you So baby talk to me Like lovers do Walk with me Like lovers do Talk to me Like lovers do Here comes the rain again Raining in my head like a tragedy Tearing me apart like a new emotion Oooooh I want to breathe in the open wind I want to kiss like lovers do I want to dive into your ocean Is it raining with you So baby talk to me Like lovers do Here comes the rain again Falling on my head like a memory Falling on my head like a new emotion (here it comes again, here it comes again) I want to walk in the open wind I want to talk like lovers do I want dive into your ocean Is it raining with you

(NOT because of the new friend in my life, but becasue of the old one...) Lisa Loeb - Stay target="_blank You say I only hear what I want to. You say I talk so all the time so. And I thought what I felt was simple, and I thought that I don't belong, and now that I am leaving, now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you. Yeah yeah, I missed you. And you say I only hear what I want to: I don't listen hard, don't pay attention to the distance that you're running to anyone, anywhere, I don't understand if you really care, I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no. So I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up, and this woman was singing my song: lover's in love, and the other's run away, lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay. Some of us hover when we weep for the other who was dying since the day they were born. Well, well, this is not that; I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown. And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure. You try to tell me that I'm clever, but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you. You said that I was naive, and I thought that I was strong. I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave." Oh, but now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you. Yeah, I miss you. You said, "I caught you 'cause I want you and one day I'll let you go." You try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just scared to lose. And you say, "Stay." And you say I only hear what I want to.

I love how gothed out I look in this picture.

AFI Love Like Winter http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UsbeZ9yJE8E (i don't have sound, so bare w/ me. If its not the right video, sorry) Warn your warmth to turn away Here It's December,everyday Press your lips to the sculptures And surely you'll stay (love like winter) For of sugar and ice...I am made, I am made It's in the blood,It's in the blood I met my love,before I was born He wanted love,I taste of blood He bit my lip,and drank my war From years before,from years before She exhales vanilla lace I barely dreamt her yesterday(yesterday)... Read the lines in the mirror through the lipstick trace: "Por Siempre." She said,"It seems you're somewhere,faraway." To his face. It's in the blood,It's in the blood I met my love,before I was born She wanted love,I taste of blood She bit my lip,and drank my war From years before,from years before Love like winter...Oh...Oh... Love like winter...winter...3...4.. It's in the blood,It's in the blood I met my love,before I was born She wanted love,I taste of blood She bit lip,and drank my war From years before,from years before

like i said... and just so ya know, this attention depends on the mood, and what's going on.... to use your example: if you were sitting, playing a game, you'd get a kiss on the shoulder. I'd leave ya a lone, for the most part, if that's what ya wanted. my attention/affection also depends on how the person likes/wants them. I'm not going to force myself on someone, if they aren't in the mood. But i am totally devoted to my SO... lol it was just a general description of what I am like. its not an all the time thing... sheesh wanna be left alone? Gimme a good book. Promise you will get time to yourself. lol

see, when I am w/ someone, I am totally devoted to them. Yes, i crave a lot of attention, and affection, but I am overly affectionate, with the person I am w/. Lots of random kisses, lots of making out... Lots of random teasing lol Not to menchion, i am very posessive. I crave a lot, but I give alot. Instead of demanding attention, when my guy comes home from work, I give him a back massage. If he's had a particularlly bad day at work, or just in general, I'll offer to take a bath w/ him, and give a good scrubbing. lol and it just keeps going from there... but i have noticed that this devotion is interpreted as being too clingy. whatever. its how I am. I'm not going to change. geeze... lol Some men just can't handle me, in more than one way. lol

watching cartoons, typing this, eating cottage cheese, drinking tea, and talking on IM. I am the poster child for muli- tasking. lmao

Things that don't even have names! *blush*

I love it when someone I know takes a picture and photoshops it, and then suprises me w/ it. Munin!!! You are the coolest person ever! Anyways, this is what she did for me: (on her own, this was NOT a request! A very welcome surprise, indeed!!!)