GothicRavenGoddess

to the ex...Cuz he's the... Stupid Boy Well, she was precious like a flower She grew wild, wild but innocent A perfect prayer in a desperate hour She was everything beautiful and different Stupid boy, you can't fence that in Stupid boy, it's like holding back the wind she laid her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't Stupid boy, stupid boy Oh So what made you think you could take a life And just push it push it around I guess you build yourself up so high You had to take her and break her down she laid her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't You stupid boy Oh, you always had to be right but now you've lost The only thing that ever made you feel alive Yeah, yeah Well, she laid her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans Yes, ya did She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't You stupid boy, oh, I'm the same old Same old stupid boy It took awhile for her to figure out she could run But when she did, she was long gone Long gone, long gone Ah, she's gone Nobody's ever gonna love me like she loved me And she loved me, she loved me God please, just let her know I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry Baby, yeah, I'm down on my knees She's never coming back to me ~Keith Urban

Melissa Etheridge- I've Loved You Before I think of how you know me, no doubts no thinking twice. When your smile can be so soothing, a familiar paradise. When there's no one else that makes me whole. I have never needing more I get this feeling I've loved you before We were lovers in an army, marching all for Rome. side by side in battle, did we bravely leave our home? Did I hold you in my arms, as you were taking your last breath? Did shout to all the gods, that I would love you beyond death? I swear I've loved you before. Did we hide in the dark ages, from a vengeful god above? Were our names too unfamiliar, to ever speak of love? Did I cling to every moment with you, in every parting glance? An accidental touch, did we ever take the chance? I know I've loved you before. Have I wandered through the desert? Have I looked and learned all the stars? Have I rode the days and nights on rails, to get back where you are? And every time I foundered, it's your eyes I know for sure. When I think of how you know me, no doubts no thinking twice. When your smile can be so soothing, a familiar paradise. When there's no one else that makes me whole. I never wanting more. I get this feeling. I know I've loved you before. I know I've loved you before I've loved you before ---------------------------------------------------------------- (I miss you Jason)

Recovering from a full day... went to cedar point, got the shit scared oout of me.... got sunburnt (i know, so un-goth of me ), went and saw russet burbank, and critical bill! didn't get home until almost 4am. (we left the house at 6am in the morning... almost 24 hours up, again...) checking my e-mails, and getting up-to-date on what all my message boards are doing... :D talking to my room mate (who is playing World of Warcraft on the computer next to me)

she's a beautiful little girl. I'm only glad that she isn't being shunned for her differences. but at the same time, those that worship her, are they going to shun her after the surgery? i have a feeling that with or without the surgery, her life is going to be a hard one. thoughts and prayers go out to her and her family.

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found out its and insulin issue... that initially causes this.. (but i still need to replace the estrogen that is missing) i am looking into alternative methods of treatment, at least until i can afford the medication that i need. anyone have a south beach diet book? (someone sent me some information and that seems to be the best food plan to help this--thanks industrial girl 2000!) so yeah.... i am still doing research. i know there is hope, its all just very hard to swallow when you are 22 and your fertility is in question, especially when you really want to experience the WHOLE process of being a mom... yeah, I'm that girl. my mood has gotten better, but i am still sad.. disconnected, i guess. i don't know how to describe it. thanks everyone. this is easier, when one has a good support system.

film said boobie shake and send to my fiance, so he doesn't feel left out... well, get someone to film it, cuz im sure me hands would be.... oh nevermind.... *giggels* anyways *runs*

wait, there are clothes you wear under your clothes???? what is the world coming to??? *sigh* none, btw (im home, and ready for bed... why dirty a pair of panties in my sleep? hmmm? oooo that sounds so naughty.... lmao

well, fine, wanna play that game, do ya? malest boobs with my tongue *giggles*

Shake hand's with, for I do not know her at all. :(