GothicRavenGoddess

STAIND Right Here I know I've been mistaken But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I hope you're not intending To be so condescending it's as much as i can take and you're so independent you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting *I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment I found what I need in you* Why can't you just forgive me I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting But you always find a way To keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting *Mostly just that stansa, but I LOVE this song.*

Talking on the phone with Vamphyre-still! lol i love that man, so much!

For once, I am posting pictures that aren't of me. Isn't he just the most beautiful human being you have ever laid eyes on? Edited to add: I did these myself. I love Black and white film, and he ALWAYS photographs so beautifully...

*jumps up and down* I DO, I DO!!!

that little guy is pretty, and cute... i can't stand spiders, tho... they are just creepy... strangely enough... i can tolerate a HUGE tarantula in my hands... go figure...

i am too busy for anything solid, right now..... too much work to be done... I WOULD like to fit sex into the picture.... I don't have time to think about "poor me, I'm single" I can now go out w/ who ever I want, and not have to answer to anyone.... It great... but there are things that I do miss about being attached... I'm not crying about it, tho.

Working on HOLDtheBACON updates, and things like that...... it never ends... I now go to concerts not only to have fun, but to chat it up w/ potential entertainment....

Troy, i think that one more weekend of you time can be forgiven.. you better get some rest!!!!

Good to see our fearless leader is still alive and kicking ... place seemed kind of hollow without you. glad to see you are back... don't over exert yourself or I'll have to

and would your sexy self be my personal body guard all night? hehehehe.... considering I wouldn't even make it out of the car before being arrested... I DO have some new paisties.... lol BUT i don't have the body to walk around with hardly anything on... mybe in my own home and with a lover I trust, but not in public....

I don't go, because I don't have a ride, I don't have any $, and I don't have any friends who are willing to let me bum off them (and believe me, i don't blame them there) so yeah... there ya go... in a nut shell wait, i forgot to add that even if i had all that, i still don't have any good club clothes. :(

sadly, i was paying SO much attention to posting that i missed all the ones in between the "Neophyte" :( and everything after that, up to this point. :(

lmao thanks Troy... you know that Neophyte's on there twice? just to let ya know...

again, thanks for posting this, and sending it out to us. i don't know how often you really get thanked around here... but it really means -a lot- to me, the hard work that you do. (seemed safe to just speak for my self, ya know? )