Ice Queen

I'm not always 100% egocentric. Just 99% of the time. I feel glad creatureofthenyte feels great. I feel he deserves it. I myself feel the same as usual: tired, sore, and frustrated. I feel like I need a kink fix! I am feeling happy anticipation for the shoot scheduled tomorrow night. (see above ) I feel I want some new latex. I feel I looked damn good in that super heroine bodysuit yesterday. I feel like I'm in a very rambling mood at the moment. I feel like I should apologize to those that received a PM from me this evening, due to my rambling.

Stimulated Frustrated because I have to get up early for work tomorrow, and I don't have the time or energy to do anything about it. Like I might freaking explode when I get tied up for the shoot Tuesday night. Like an addict. I need my kink fix. Now! Oh, and curious, thanks to creatureofthenyte

I am in definite good kink party withdrawal after returning from FetishCon. I am planning on checking it out and am hopeful it is something that I will want to frequent. Detroit needs a definite kink revolution!

Happy belated!

Exhausted to a degree that it is concerning to even me. I am a stubborn, invincible, critical care nurse. If I'm worried, it's really bad. Great, like I wasn't worried about enough things already. Hopefully the ETOH will aid the sleep. Phones will be off.

*chin drops* I was just thinking about a related issue. I wish you well. Sorry, I'm busy.

Dizzy, nauseated, dizzy, cranky, dizzy, about to fall over, yep...dizzy! I hate this! I can't keep putting my life on hold because I can't fricking walk straight or drive. Oh, I should mentioned pissed! I'm pissed about being dizzy and stressing even more about the stuff I need to get done and can't, because I'm f***ing dizzy. Lately, this episodes have been lasting about 3 days. Stop already! Damn it! I think I'm gonna puke.

Like I am about to take pain meds and antivert. Feeling spinny, nauseated, too much to do, and in kink withdrawal. I am cranky!

A text message wishing me well a patient and his family being so appreciative

Wow, apparently, you've been too busy to type the word "no" and hit send. Looks like its lightening up a bit. *shrugs shoulders*

I don't even know where to start. Let's just say, not a way that I enjoy.

Exhausted in multiple ways. Anxious Hopeful

To have the unpleasant things I need to do today done.

At 21, I was a mother of a 2 year old, living a with her father in an on the surface realtionship only at that point. To say the least, I was empty and I knew we deserved better. I made what felt like at the time, a very hard decision; to leave. Best decision ever! Well, one of them anyway. I'm not saying leaving is the answer, it just was for us.

Oh my gosh, he lives! I haven't seen you around in a while. An unfortunate work schedule can have a devastating effect on your socializing opportunities. Good luck!

Exhausted Overwhelmed

Happy Birthday gorgeous sis! I wish you all the best!

Not being able to take care of everything on my own

No, that's not what I'm saying. I think more accurately I have complained that I only get tied up for photo/video shoots and not for personal fun. My frustration of being a good girl all year since the previous FetCon was getting to me, more of a sexual thing then a relationship thing. Exacerbated a bit by the fact that it seems at times near impossible to meet anyone in this state that I deem worthy to play with me in the manner in which I crave. You saw how I was at The Works since I've been back this time, completely enjoying my freedom. If you'd like further clarification, feel free to PM me. As much as I divulge here, more then I intended in this case thanks to that smart ass comment, even I deserve an ounce of privacy. Plus, a lot will be repetitive for those that have been here.

Thanks. The next thing I get is "well it's easy for you, you're Ice Queen" How do you think I got this way?

I should probably eat something other than donuts for dinner

You shall see, hopefully

Like I can get used to this

I'm thinking that I might be in trouble...good trouble