Like my life is so out of control with everything. I just cant keep up with it all, time or money wise. I feel like I need a lawyer, again, family law/real estate area. My job sucks and is unreliable with hours, yes I am looking elsewhere, but it is like that all over now. It is a permanent, full time position, but getting canceled. Even in my profession, people are getting laid off. I am not recession proof, and I'm tired of people acting like I should have nothing to worry about. I have 3 of them that count on me alone to keep a roof over their heads, food in their bellies, and clothes on their back. I don't have it made, I don't have it easy, and I work damn hard, harder in my 3 days a week, 12+ hours a day, then most in a 5 day work week, it is physically and emotionally very tolling. I feel there is something that I need on a personal level, that I'm just not getting and I'm not sure exactly what it is. Okay, so I have a general idea, which is almost even more frustrating.
So over all, I am feeling stressed, lost, frustrated, angry, and cranky. Yes, I think that suns it up nicely.
Oh, but I still feel sexy as hell!