Ice Queen

like I am Trouble

Thank goodness! I love my single life! To think I almost considered being exclusive....I must have been drugged I am free, independent, and enjoying the perks of being , well...me

to be in Atlanta the weekend starting the 28th

I feel like I just got back from FetishCon where I had a ton of fun I feel that I will be even busier with my little hobby I feel like I am back in other ways I feel like I need to travel more I feel stressed about the reality I have to deal with now that I am back I feel like there are many delightful possibilities that have come my way I feel like I missed my friends.....When can we all get together?

Head to the airport for a long weekend of beautiful people, kinky fun, pool parties, dungeons, fashion, after parties, stage shows, photo shoots, no sleep....I love FetishCon!

Panic, excitement, and the urge to puke! Yeah, it's going to be a great time! FetishCon, here I come! *heads to airport*

Like I was just on top of Phee. Gee, I hope Rayne isn't the jealous type!

I am feeling that stressed out anxiety, which also makes me cranky, about not having enough time to do get everything done before I leave for FetishCon tomorrow. It annoys me that I feel that way, because in the long run, I know it wont matter, all will be well, and I will be having too good of a time to care about anything else. I am super excited and happy to be going, also annoying me because it make me bouncy and hyper. I feel very optimistic about this trip. It is not only looking good on a personal level (insert cheezy porn music), but the new contacts I am making already before getting there, added to reconnecting with old ones, and once I get there the ones I will dazzle......yes, this will be good, very good for my "hobby".

HaHa! I leave Thursday for Florida! I am going to Tampa, however. The heat wont bother me. I will only be outside momentarily late at night going to parties or out at the pool from 2am until dawn. FetishCon is finally here! Kinky fun for me starts on Thursday! Ummm, I'm a little excited. It has been a long year, and I have been a good girl. Time to make up for it Oh, oops! I got so excited about going, I forgot to say: Have a great and safe trip Raev!

I have been wrestling with this for years and years. I have been Atlas, but my arms are feeling tired and wobbly. I wonder how many more times when this happens, that I will be reinvigorated just in time, and my strength surge. Sometimes I think, maybe I can admit that I need help, that I just can't do everything by myself. Nah, I can do it all....*flexes biceps*

Lost Impatient Optimistic Deserving

my children (they are fine) money my "real" job and how unreliable it is lately my old house never getting sold my ex causing more trouble missing my plane to Tampa missing my plane home (not as much, haha) my friends not getting everything I need done getting fat getting old loosing it all not having enough time to "smell the flowers" I get a vacation from my worries for next weekend. Escapism can be a beautiful thing...except when you have to come back to reality.

Don't leave early! If I have to drag my ass there so I can see you before I leave, you better still be there. Oh, maybe I should think about getting ready soon?

Why wear a shirt at all? I wish I could make it, unfortunately, I will be stuck at work.

DefenzMechanizm?

oh, pretty. I might want to take it off your hands, if I'm skinny enough. PM me your #, I can't find it :(

Exhausted! Overwhelmed Excited Optimistic Stressed Hopeful Human

people wasting my time. I have very little of it.

Boy, have I got you fooled! There are plenty of them, and more scheduled to be filmed. I am a naughty girl! You owe me a special dance for my birthday. Thank you your hotness! You are missed! That's just perfect