Ice Queen

Wowed Incredibly satisfied A little uneasy with all the armor off, but safe at the same time. Like in being defeated, I may have actually won. Like I've been in hiding from the world (professionally speaking) and I need to get back out and work it!

I was actually at Meijers around that time. I'm about to go enjoy the memories from last night and this morning, and the thought that there will be more to come.

I'm thinking that I like it, but it's scary. I'm thinking that I haven't a clue how, but I'm willing to try. I'm thinking that I'm worth it and I deserve it. I'm thinking that even if I fail, I will be ok, and I will be better off having tried.

Good company. I want to start more of my days like that.

*looks at backyard* *ponders* With my neighbors, I'd get arrested. I was thinking about my friend's yard. His isn't, but the windows will be open, and there will be plenty of noises. Yes, I do believe there is plenty of photographic evidence that I have no bush.

Agreed Me three

My daughter, Raven, is tapering to 0g I believe. What a coincidence. I was just thinking..... Today is too nice of a day for clothing. Too bad the backyard is not a bit more private.

Counting down to some much needed stress release.

for it to be Friday.

Someone cared

Welcome to DGN, a nice little place I used to visit and participate in quite frequently. I've met some amazingly wonderful people here. Perhaps you will get the chance as well.

Wasting time on this place that used to be my internet home, instead of doing housework. I should eat and get some stuff done.

This caught my eye, because I'm in it It's just the teaser. You get a couple super quick glimpses of me in normal person mode and in one of my corsets. I believe it's still in post.

Feeling irritated for several reasons. I had to go into work, on my Saturday off, to do "mandatory" updates for training. It is useless for what I do, cost me a Saturday afternoon, and took way longer then they said it would, making me unable to go to Motor City Nightmares Convention. Then, I missed out on the Collective event because my friend didn't make it to pick up my girls like she said. Grrr! My lawn mower died. My house is a mess. I misplaced my schedule and can't schedule my interview or any paid shoots until I find it. All minor things, just irritating. I'm lucky my issues are so trivial, though I work very hard to make it so.

and the woman that owed this man her life, couldn't be bothered to call? I seem to recall a story this winter about the man left frozen in an abandoned building in Detroit that no one called in, and that was just one that happened to get a lot of press. There are plenty of things that happen that don't get any press. I've lived in the neighborhoods in LA, I've known my share of people in law enforcement, there is much that does not get press. I expect that is true for many metro areas.

Like something is trying to get me sick. Don't the germs know by now that: 1) I refuse and 2) My immune system kicks ass Time for more vitamins, a good dinner, and some much needed rest, and all should be good.

Looking forward to checking this out

Appreciated

Lucky! I have 3 beautiful, amazing, healthy daughters. I have the most wonderful friends a girl could want. I have a challenging career that beats the f out of me, but can be so rewarding..and it pays the bills. I have fun hobbies I feel strong and alive, with lots to look forward too...... and I have an amazing sex life. Yes, I feel very lucky and appreciative. Thank you to all of those that touch my life and help make it so wonderful.

Wow, you guys are all doing a great job! It's just as hard to start a new, good habit as it is to stop an old, bad habit. I need to check in here regularly and let you guys motivate me. I've been being lazy. My normal activity level seems to be adequate for me to maintain a fairly consistent weight, without having to be strict on my eating habits. I can get away with it, but it doesn't mean I am in shape, or healthy, and frankly, I can do better. Thanks all for sharing your stories!

I'm thinking I should drink lots of water today. There will be much fluid loss later

I'm hoping to be able to make it after Motor City Nightmares stuff. (fingers crossed) edited to add: I was just thinking I really need to go dancing. It's been a long time. Sounds like there is a good chance for some tunes there I might actually want to dance to.

Yesterday: Partaking in a terminal wean is usually not an experience that would make someone's day. The love and strength that was shown by this family was remarkable. The singing and pouring of love, in a positive tone not sad one, as their loved one was allowed to pass in peace, was felt by everyone on the unit. It was actually beautiful. I am lucky to have known them and fell honored to have been a part of their journey. Today: Getting more than I expected from someone and knowing I will see them tomorrow.