I can relate to that. Seeing some of my friends couple up over the past couple of years, and seeing the resultant giddiness has made me question myself in regards to my lack of even trying. I am feeling like sometimes maybe I am too much business. I am feeling like maybe I have hardened myself too much. I see others that keep trying in the romantic area, and I keep avoiding. I have thought about it a couple times, but did not give it a real effort. I feel that the rare instances I even considered it, I knew it couldn't be for one reason or another, which made it safe to toy with the idea. I am very fortunate to know so many intriguing men that have interest in me, but I rarely allow time in my life to pursue even a date or two, let alone getting to really know them. I feel that I am not lonely, nor am I unhappy, just concerned that given an opportunity for a beautiful relationship, I will be too closed off to even see it, let alone feel it. I feel that once again, my friends actions and TA's words have spurred me to reveal my human side.
I feel I need to get off this computer and get myself and the girls to the zoo ASAP!
I fell I hope everyone has a good weekend.