Feeling fucked up (excuse my language) my great uncle who is like a grandfather to me is in the hospital with some kind of blood disorder and from what they see in the blood gases they are doing it's not looking good but I am not ready to let him go. I still have hope he is going to pull through! He is the only man I know that can fall in dog poop and come out smelling like roses.He's been through the Korean War, He's had toxic shock syndrome and pulled trough that, he's had some kinda skin cancer and survive that when the odds were against him. If he can survive that he can survive this. I'm just not ready to lose him, he is the only thing I have close to a grandfather on my mom's side.