brandywine0880

I'm single and it's sucking. Recently began dating two guys, which I've never done before but I'm at the point where neither one of them appreciates me enough so I split my time between the two and it seems to make up some difference. The one thing I've really been noticing is how jaded the guys are! Whoa! These must've been pretty special women that broke their hearts, because they go around all butt-hurt and shit. Get up, brush yourself off, move on! Because your ex did! I'm not gonna lie. I'm on some online dating sites. And this is what my profile would read if I wasn't totally convinced it would scare all men off. Wanted: Man w/job, driver's license, his own place, or at least a place with privacy and not MY place (which I rent a bedroom, not a home..) 420 friendly, enjoys catching a buzz but not an addict. Loyal. Friendly, but not flirty(with other chicks), again "loyal"! Enjoys sex, a lot, who sends me sexy txts to brighten my day...someone who smells good and "goes downtown"....someone who is looking to start a family either by possibly having kids or having an open heart to accept me as his woman, friend, and family. Someone who doesn't need a lot of alone time, lol or "some space". If I like you, I honestly don't need a lot of space. Someone who's conscientous and considerate but not a pussy...someone who talks dirty in bed...someone who likes naps and road trips and flea markets and old school country music. You're not bitter and jaded by your ex's, but you're not necessarily friends with them either. And lastly, someone who adores ME. I'm soooooo tired of making everything nice and comfortable for them but what about me!??? damn.

I'm pissed off that people with bigger problems than me are always the first ones to give me advice. SUCK A FUCK. That includes weight loss tips. I'm the one on that muthafuckin treadmill, you can give me advice once I look over and see your even fatter ass truckin right alongside me...otherwise, shut your piehole. I'm pissed off that I spent four days with a man and we holed up in my room gettin fucking wasted on pills, but we never had sex. And I'm not some C*ck crazed wildebeast but what the hell!!!! If he's too high to screw his girlfriend, shouldn't that uh...tell him to quit getting high?! Man up! I hate that I blew a ton of money on party favors when i should've went and went to pay for state boards so I can get my manicuring license. I'm pissed that I'm so consumed when I'm with him, that I don't wanna talk to my Mom simply because I don't wanna hear her blah blah blah blah lecturing me and I just don't wanna be around her right now but I feel guilty! I just wanna be left alone. I love her, but I want to be left alone.

Bret Michaels guy-liner makes me gag, but he's a tool anyways. It can look hot on a guy if it's done right. Just like with chicks, it can either enhance your looks or you can just slop it on and look retarded.

These days I don't think a whole lotta people understand what real love is. They get addicted to somebody, claim it's love, then when they break up one of them, if not both, go play house with someone new, and lo and behold they're in love again. Jumping from relationship to relationship all in the name of love. And I won't even get on the subject of cheaters. I understand we're all human and we have flaws and make mistakes, but I think cheating on someone you love, well maybe this is the wrong terminology, but isn't that an oxy moron? Because how can you claim "love" but manage to bone someone else? I say keep it in your damn pants, male or female. Show some f'ing respect, and some restraint. Love is worth it when both people are mature enough to handle the good and the bad without bitching out and saying "Next!" And if you are in love, be grateful and nuture that shit because it ain't that easy for some people to find love.

Me, my mom and my 3 yr old cousin go to this restaraunt. Mom has to go to the bathroom, 3 yr old Desi follows her. Mom says she pulls down her pants, Desi laughs and says "You have hair on your fagina" and mom says, "What, you don't?" LMAO!!! Then Desi comes over the house and me and my mom are sitting on the couch just talking, Desi is running back and forth from my mom's bedroom where Uncle kenny is watching tv. She'd run in the room and yell 'Hey Kenny! Whatcha doing in here!" and run back in the living room, take off again back to bedroom, yell "Uncle Kenny! WHatcha watchin in here!"...run back in living room. Then I hear her book it to the bedroom and yell, "Hey Uncle Kenny! What are ya doing in here...YA PUSSY!" I laughed for like 20 minutes

I miss my friends before they had kids, and husbands and wives. ( I love them still, I'm just a stingey and needy friend) I miss Tennessee and smoking out while we drove the country roads. I miss my grandpa smiling at me and saying "Hey babe!" I miss his advice which usually ended in "And then tell them to go bag their goddamn asses"