MyOwnSavior

thankyou prick and pomba gira, i can always use the added help looking

Moving in would be a perfect end in my eyes one day, but exactly sure about the being financially kept. Cooking, cleaning, making coffee, etc. are all things i've been known to do in the past and always willing to do again. i'm a bit of a pain slut, and am always looking to learn new things that i can do to improve to better serve, and i do surrender all of myself to be used in any way She may want. As far as other slaves go its not that i'd have an issue if there were others i'd rather not at first.

been on that site for about 3 years now and have never had any luck other then cam girls trying to get me to join other sites.

i'm a male submissive looking to find a Mistress. Its been over two years since my last Mistress and have tried other bdsm sites online and have continued to strike out. It can be so hard to find one who is real or in many cases that is interested. i'm a very sensative and obediant sub that needs not just a firm hand, but to be held and a tender touch knowing that i'm cared for. i'm very openminded, willing to try new things, and have a wide variety of experience already under my belt. i believe in trying anything at least once, if not two or three times, just to give them a fair chance before deciding if its something for me. i've been getting more and more into cross-dressing for over a year now and is becoming a big part of who i am as both a submissive and as a person in general. i welcome any questions and will always do my best to provide an answer.

Sometimes I wonder if maybe I'm ment to be single and that there isn't someone out there for me, but those are the darker times. I know I'm just single because I don't want to settle and I know what it is that I want.

"If Today Was Your Last Day"-NICKELBACK My best friend gave me the best advice He said each day's a gift and not a given right Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind And try to take the path less traveled by That first step you take is the longest stride If today was your last day And tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? If today was your last day Against the grain should be a way of life What's worth the prize is always worth the fight Every second counts 'cause there's no second try So live like you'll never live it twice Don't take the free ride in your own life If today was your last day And tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? Would you call old friends you never see? Reminisce old memories Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find that one you're dreamin' of? Swear up and down to God above That you finally fall in love If today was your last day If today was your last day Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart? You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars Regardless of who you are So do whatever it takes 'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life Let nothin' stand in your way Cause the hands of time are never on your side If today was your last day And tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? Would you call old friends you never see? Reminisce old memories Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find that one you're dreamin' of? Swear up and down to God above That you finally fall in love If today was your last day

Yet another single person who's always looking, just usually not all that hard. I tend to go through spurts and then after getting enough rejection I take it easy for awhile lol.

"Second Chance"-SHINEDOWN My eyes are open wide And by the way, I made it Through the day I watched the world outside By the way, I'm leaving out Today I just saw Hayley's comet She waved Said why you always running In place? Even the man in the Moon disappeared Somewhere in the Stratosphere Tell my mother, Tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realise This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying... Sometimes goodbye Is a second chance Please don't cry One tear for me I'm not afraid of What I have to say This is my one and Only voice So listen close, it's Only for today I just saw Hayley's comet She waved Said why you always running In place? Even the man in the Moon disappeared Somewhere in the Stratosphere Tell my mother, Tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realise This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying... Sometimes goodbye Is a second chance Here's my chance This is my chance Tell my mother, Tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realise This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying... Sometimes goodbye Is a second chance Sometimes goodbye Is a second chance

Paying homage to my roots METALLICA-Of Wolf And Man Off through the new day's mist I run Off from the new day's mist I have come I hunt Therefore I am Harvest the land Taking of the fallen lamb Off thruogh the new day's mist I run Off from the new day'smist I have come We shift Pulsing with the earth Company we keep Roaming the land while you sleep Shape shift nose to the wind Shape shift feeling I've been Move swift all senses clean Earth's gift back to the meaning of life Bright is the moon high in starlight Chill is the air cold as steel tonight We shift Call of the wild Fear in your eyes It's later than you realized Shape shift nose to the wind Shape shift feeling I've been Move swift all senses clean Earth's gift back to the meaning of life I feel I change Back to a better day Hair stands on the back of my neck In wildness is the preservation of the world So seek the wolf in thyself Shape shift nose to the wind Shape shift feeling I've been Move swift all senses clean Earth's gift Back to the meaning of wolf and man

Three Days Grace"Pain" Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain I know (I know I know I know I know) That you're wounded You know (You know you know you know you know) That I'm here to save you You know (You know you know you know you know) I'm always here for you I know (I know I know I know I know) That you'll thank me later Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Rather feel pain than nothing at all Rather feel pain

is sitting around the house bored out of my mind with out a car

Disturbed-"Divide" Go! I want to tear a big hole in what is to be, To end all this infatuation with unity, I'm seeking my salvation alone again, I never needed to be one of you anyway Don't wanna be another player losing in this game I'm trying to impress upon you We're not the same My own individuality is so unique, I'm one impressive motherfucker Now, wouldn't you say [Chorus:] (Break apart and) Divide, divide, divide, divide You might say that I'm the last man standing now, And though you try, you'll never find a way to break me You might say that I'm sick of being lost in the crowd, I hear the sirens but they're never gonna take me I am a little more provocative then you might need, It's your shock and then your horror on which I feed So can you tell me what exactly does freedom mean, If I'm not free to be as twisted as I wanna be Don't wanna be another player losing in this game I'm trying to impress upon you We're not the same My psychotic mentality is so unique I'm one aggressive motherfucker Now, wouldn't you say [Chorus] (They won't take me) Break, break, break, break (Break apart and divide) Break, break, break, break (Break apart and divide) Break, break, break, break (Break apart and divide) Break, break, break, break (Break apart and divide, divide, divide) Break apart and... [x2] Divide, divide, divide, divide Divide, divide, break apart and divide Divide, divide, divide, divide Divide, divide, break apart and Divide, divide, divide, divide (you might say that I'm the last man standing now) Divide, divide, break apart and divide Divide, divide, divide, divide (and though you try, you'll never find a way to break me) Divide, divide Divide Divide

Drowning Pool-"37 Stitches" Do you see me, sitting here? I'm waiting for you to say anything Head hung low, kicking stones down Kicking stones down the road to hell now I'm waiting for you to say anything, anything yeah I know you are the only one, my little taste of heaven And you know I am the only one, your bitter taste of hell Your eyes scream the end is creeping end I'll need thirty-seven stitches, to keep the pain in I know you are the only one, on the darkest side of the sun Ooh yeah Followed the piper's sweet whistling Guided down the path by the wrong hand Close my eyes for the chance of a better view Plug my ears so I couldn't hear you And I know you are the one And you know I am the one Your bitter taste of hell I know you are the only one, a little taste of heaven And you know I am the only one, your bitter taste of hell Your eyes scream the end is creeping end I'll need thirty-seven stitches, to keep the pain in I know you are the only one, on the darkest side of the sun Do you see me sitting here? Still waiting for you to say anything Head hung low kicking stones down Kicking stones down the road to hell now I'm waiting for you, i'm waiting for you, just say anything yeah I know you are the only one, a little taste of heaven And you know I am the only one, your bitter taste of hell Your eyes scream the end is creeping end I'll need thirty-seven stitches, thirty-seven stitches, yeah I know you are the only one, on the darkest side of the sun I know, I know (the darkest side of the sun) You are the one. . . on the darkest side of the sun

Sometimes when I think about an ex of mine from a couple years ago this would be the song that best fits me. The Bleeding-Five Finger Death Punch I remember when all the games began. Remember every little lie and every last goodbye. Promises you broke, words you choked on and I never walked away. Its still a mystery to me Well I'm so empty I'm better off without you and you're better off without me. Well you're so UNCLEAN!! I'm better off without you and YOU'RE BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME!! THE LYING!! THE BLEEDING!! THE SCREAMING!!! WAS TEARING ME APART!! THE HATRED!! DECEIVING!! THE BLEEDING!! IT'S OVER!!! Paint the mirrors black (to forget you) I still picture your face and the way you used to taste. Roses in a glass dead and wilted. To you this all was nothing, everything to you is nothing Well you're so filthy... I'm better off without you and you're better off without me. Well I'm so UGLY!! You're better off without me and I'M BETTER OFF WITHOUT!!! THE LYING!! THE BLEEDING!! THE SCREAMING!! WAS TEARING ME APART!!! THE HATRED!! THE BEATINGS!! DISASTER!!! IT'S OVER!! As wicked as you are...you're beautiful to me. You're the darkest burning star, your MY PERFECT DISEASE! THE LYING!! THE BLEEDING!! THE SCREAMING!!! WAS TEARING ME APART!! THE HATRED!! THE BEATINGS!! IT'S OVER!!! DISASTER!!

I had a blast for the second week in a row, to bad this time I decided to drink to much. But you can't beat being molested at the club.