I understand the conflicted feelings. I wouldn't be living where I am at if it wasn't for DGN. I wouldn't have my husband or child. I am thankful for what he provided the community.
And she cried. Not silent tears, which were the only ones she usually allowed. No, these were gut wrenching sobs she had been unable to hold back. The memories flooded her to tonight and all she could do was drown in the pain and salty tears.