TitsMcGee

Slightly amused with something that happend on Facebook.

a book of old fairy tales.

Like the people my dad works with are really fucking stupid. I can't give details but seriously I need to slap the hsit out of some people.

I want sanity

Not sleeping...no matter how much I try I can't fall back to sleep.

not sleeping, downloading tin man for my sister, and feeling quite emo at the moment.

Coma White - Marilyn Manson

Unloved and alone. I wish I wasn't sent back up here away from everyone. The only person I had the option of having out with is now moving at the end of the month. I am truly alone here.

AWWWW

hi-ho hi-ho its off to clean I go..

target="_blankYou say I only hear what I want to. You say I talk so all the time so. And I thought what I felt was simple, and I thought that I don't belong, and now that I am leaving, now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you. Yeah yeah, I missed you. And you say I only hear what I want to: I don't listen hard, don't pay attention to the distance that you're running to anyone, anywhere, I don't understand if you really care, I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no. So I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up, and this woman was singing my song: lover's in love, and the other's run away, lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay. Some of us hover when we weep for the other who was dying since the day they were born. Well, well, this is not that; I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown. And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure. You try to tell me that I'm clever, but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you. You said that I was naive, and I thought that I was strong. I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave." Oh, but now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you. Yeah, I miss you. You said, "I caught you 'cause I want you and one day I'll let you go." You try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just scared to lose. And you say, "Stay." And you say I only hear what I want to. Addicted - Kelly Clarkson It's like you're a drug It's like you're a demon I can't face down It's like I'm stuck It's like I'm running from you all the time And I know I let you have all the power It's like the only company I seek is misery all around It's like you're a leech Sucking the life from me It's like I can't breathe Without you inside of me And I know I let you have all the power And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time It's like I can't breathe It's like I can't see anything Nothing but you I'm addicted to you It's like I can't think Without you interrupting me In my thoughts In my dreams You've taken over me It's like I'm not me It's like I'm not me It's like I'm lost It's like I'm giving up slowly It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me Leave me alone And I know these voices in my head Are mine alone And I know I'll never change my ways If I don't give you up now It's like I can't breathe It's like I can't see anything Nothing but you I'm addicted to you It's like I can't think Without you interrupting me In my thoughts In my dreams You've taken over me It's like I'm not me It's like I'm not me I'm hooked on you I need a fix I can't take it Just one more hit I promise I can deal with it I'll handle it, quit it Just one more time Then that's it Just a little bit more to get me through this I'm hooked on you I need a fix I can't take it Just one more hit I promise I can deal with it I'll handle it, quit it Just one more time Then that's it Just a little bit more to get me through this It's like I can't breathe It's like I can't see anything Nothing but you I'm addicted to you It's like I can't think Without you interrupting me In my thoughts In my dreams You've taken over me It's like I'm not me It's like I'm not me

Wondering if the loan checks have reached the school yet so I can go in and get my books this week among other things. Then I suppose I should head over to sarah's for a few hours to hear about her trip to SC and how shes so excited to be moving back because the druggy/drunk that knocked her up wants her and her kids to move in with him. Needless today today should be interesting.

Im up before noon for the first time since the holidays started...yay!

Jeans that actually cover peoples asses. Seriously I don't want to see someones thong because they think low riders are cool.

Bewildered because people who didn't even like me in school now want to be friends with my on facebook.

bored and lonely

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A time machine

Sad...I got to thinking about my best friend Nick and my brother in law Pat, both commited suicide. I can't believe that it's coming up on 6 years since Nick passed and we just passed the year mark since Pat's death. I'm still so god damn angry at them, and I don't understand how Pat could do it knowing what Nick's death did to this family. Selfish bastard. I wish I had a time machine...to be able to go back and fix it all.

Meh