TitsMcGee

Blah. Phone is dead, no way to charge is seeing as me charger is in the car which is in NC, so who knows if Saga is trying to get a hold of me and can't. Still feel like shit so I'm going to bed because I'm being dragged to Chuck E. Cheese in the morning, because my sister "needs" me there. Yah right, last time she said she needed me was a grand disaster in itself, why should I believe anything she says now.

Would someone just shoot me and put me out of my misery now? Please?

Absolutly nothing...I'm stuck at my sisters till at least Tuesday. Oh joyous for me...*note the sarcasam*

Still not feeling all that well. And it seems I'm stuck at my sisters till at least Tuesday, seeing as my parents are still in NC. I normally wouldn't care, but I only brought enough meds for the weekend, so after tomorrow I'm out. I really wish things would have turned out differently.

Me no feel good.

considering going out for a smoke, but I don't want to wake everyone up. Watching NCIS and balling yarn. Maybe I should call and check on the parentals since they are still driving.

Alone, and depressed. Maybe I hsould have just went out tonight, then at least I'd be around people.

Pale blue jammie pants, orangeish dragon tshirt, grey hoodie, and a white socks. Oh and my class ring.

disapointed about missing tonight, and worried about my parents who have been on the road since 9am this morning.

A bit dissapointed that Im not making it to the club tonight, but very thankful I was able to spend the whole night with Saga.

Like I should be packing for the weekend. I'm really hoping I'm able to go out Saturday night, I miss everyone.

Watching Futurama thinking about getting something to eat.

Tipsy...trying to numb myself

But we don't want that to happen now do we. I mean you want to see me don't ya?

But...I wanna see everyone!

Well I haven't grabbed the bottle of vodka yet, so I suppose that is a plus.

yah at this rate I don't see my parents letting me drive from Fenton on Saturday night down to the City

It's storming here...again.

:wallbash::wallbash:Frustrated :wallbash::wallbash:

To sleep through tomorrow so my heart doesn't hurt so bad

Frankly, I wish I could sleep through tomorrow totally. Tomorrow is a year since my brother in law committed suicide, and with my sister and the kids here it's going to be difficult for me since frankly it doesn't seem like she cares at all. I just don't know how I am supposed to deal with her anymore, or how to deal with the fact she's already engaged and planning her wedding for fucking September. Can I have a do-over at life please?

Blah. I'm pretty sure I have gained 10 pounds this weekend due to everyone being over for Christmas dinner...and it's not over yet. I feel/look like such a fucking cow.