TitsMcGee

sad I read all my new books already :( Now I'm bored with nothing to do till the hardware gets here to make my corset.

lmao wasnt talking about that costume specifically deary. I was thinking about a goddess or something since its white material..easy to make a goddess toga outta it.

Same as last night.

Coma White - Marilyn Manson Something is cold and blank behind her smile She's standing on an overpass In her miracle mile 'Cuz You were from a perfect world A world that threw me away today Today, today, to run away A pill to make you numb A pill to make you dumb A pill to make you anybody else But all the drugs in this world Won't save her from herself Her mouth was an empty cut And she was waiting to fall Just bleeding like a polaroid that Lost all her dolls You were from a perfect world A world that threw me away today Today, today, to run away A pill to make you numb A pill to make you dumb A pill to make you anybody else But all the drugs in this world Won't save her from herself A pill to make you numb A pill to make you dumb A pill to make you anybody else But all the drugs in this world Won't save her from herself You were from a perfect world A world that threw me away today A pill to make you numb A pill to make you dumb A pill to make you anybody else But all the drugs in this world Won't save her from herself A pill to make you numb A pill to make you dumb A pill to make you anybody else But all the drugs in this world Won't save her from herself

It's even worse when you know all your efforts will never be enough, because in someone's eyes you're still failing because people are hurting.

Depressed and wanting to cry. I'm getting real tired of actually feeling emotions again. Sometimes I wish I could just run away, because it feels like no matter what I do I'm hurting the people around me. It seems my family has gotten so used to me being the strong one worrying about everyone else, that they forgot just how much I try not to feel, so I don't completely loose my mind. to GRG, I'm sorry hun. I had to put down my cat Jack Daniels due to feline lukimia back when I was like 14.

I think I got some fabric that'll work for you to throw something together, like 4 yards of it.

I suggest a hot bubble bath

I'm feeling better today which is good

very very very bad. like not waking up again doesn't sound so bad right now.

What I've Done - Linkin Park In this farewell There’s no blood There’s no Alibi ‘Cause I’ve Drawn Regret From the truth Of a Thousand Lies So let Mercy Come And Wash Away What I’ve Done I'll face myself To Cross out what I’ve Become Erase Myself And let Go of What I’ve done Put to rest What you Thought of Me While I clean this Slate With the Hands of Uncertainty So let Mercy Come And Wash Away What I’ve Done I'll face myself To Cross out what I’ve Become Erase Myself And let Go of What I’ve done For What I’ve Done I start again And whatever pain may come Today this ends I’m Forgiving What I’ve Done!!! I'll face myself To Cross out what I’ve Become Erase Myself And let Go of What I’ve done What I’ve Done Forgiving What I’ve Done

2 AM - Alexz Johnson Snow falls on the city White on white It’s the color of hope On an unforgiving night You kissed me into ruins Sin on sin Now, I’ve gotta love your love letters Written on my skin I can’t tell the stars From the downtown lights If I said I was truly over you My heart would say amen But I give in to the cold caress of 2 AM If I admit I can’t get use to this Will my heart break again? As I fall Into the waiting arms of 2 AM Someone’s scratchy music through the walls Sirens weaving through the streets I must’ve missed your call I’m gathering up these nights Black on black I know your voice like it’s my own And it makes my heart go slack I can’t tell the stars From the downtown lights If I said I was truly over you My heart would say amen But I give in to the cold caress of 2 AM If I admit I can’t get use to this Will my heart break again? As I fall Into the waiting arms of 2 AM Oh If I said I was truly over you My heart would say amen But I give in to the cold caress of 2 AM If I admit I can’t get use to this Will my heart break again? As I fall Into the waiting arms of 2 AM

I'm feeling like I'm never going to find a job and I'm scared my sister is going to end up kicking me out because I'm a burden.

hot damn thats one hell of a milk shake

Thinking about making some soup or something, my throat is hurting though. Also hopeing my mommy will buy me the hardware for the corset I'm going to attempt.

Im with you, definatly not feeling good right now.