TitsMcGee

Sleep is seeming to elude me again..even though the events of last nights mentally wore me out. My heart is hurting..I don't feel whole anymore, and I suspect I won't for a long while. Nothing but time can fix that though, seeing as I highly doubt the one person I think could fix it will be back in my life ever. Not after tonight's events.

I just want to end it all.

fuck it all

Hurting. I'm a fucking moron also.

I need a little relief in a non-life threatening way via a tattoo and my whole family fucking freaks out on me. I asked my brother if I could borrow some money for it and he tripped out on me for it, and now he's going to rat me out to mom like I'm 12 years old. It's just a fucking tattoo..it's not like I'm threatening to just off a cliff, or slit my wrists.

Like I want to cry, but for once I can't. And I'm wondering when the nervous breakdown is going to happen.

That so made the funny quotes thread /thread jack

overwhelmed

The tumor is growing back. Most likely starting radiation again and another surgery in the future.

You can do it!

That is seriously depressing.

I don't know. Now that the slight amusement has warn off, I feel kinda shitty.

Your room must be very glowy

Slightly amused for two different reasons. One for being the above post, and two for being some being half dumped...he apparently now has to share his new girlfriend with her ex, I guess they are trying to work things out. Edit to add: I'm even more amused because her half ass ex posted her cell number on his facebook, which he has set that everyone can see his posts. If I was a mean person..

I just find it really hypocritical that they are having a shit fit over a part time strip club just because it's in an old school. I've partied with bikers/bike clubs, they're usually the bigger problem in the long run.

They have an issue with a strip club that doesn't sell alcohol, that's only open 3 days a week because it's in a school...BUT the biker club down the road that's in the church is perfectly fine. That makes TOTAL sense to me.

I really don't know, not after the email I got.

if anyone is saying you're fat they need to be slapped.

i hate my life

damaged

Welcome

Do you ever feel like you're Charlie Brown and you're just about to kick that stupid football and Lucy snatches it away and you fall on your ass...yeah that's kinda what life feels like these days.

I was hopeful a house would drop on my ex and his new girlfriend..