TitsMcGee

I will admit, that made me giggle which these days is hard to do.

Welcome to the first day of the rest of your life...

Yesterday: After a month break..he made his choice. It wasn't me. Today: My appointment at mental health took over 2 hours, requiring me to miss going to the place I interviewed at yesterday and filling out paperwork.

I hate this...

Numb

And with one last turn of the knife, I'm pretty sure my heart is completely shattered now.

I fucking knew I was going to get yelled at by my mother. Dad doesn't listen to me and ended up cutting his arm doing something yesterday and it's MY fault of course..the man is 59 years old it's not like he's going to listen to me. On a lighter note though, I think my job interview went well.

I think for bars in general coming and going out isn't a problem. But for places you have to pay a cover to get into I think it's harder because instead of just a stamp it would be better to use wrist bands now, which are more expensive than a sharpie. Also there is the fact like at CC you get have to get searched again when coming back in. But I'm just assuming.

Thank you Gaf, that worked perfectly. You saved me a lot of work.

dead

Dad was just talking about doing some target practice. It's been a while since we've done that, but last time I was still a damn good shot. I've known how to shoot since I was about 6 years old. One of the only perks of living in BFE.

Frustrated..I need a lawyer.

I will have to try that Gaf, thank you.

i'm a fucking monster

Everything is up to date, I run that stuff at least once a week. And everything was working fine before Friday's malware incident. I'm not very computer savvy to say the least, and the person who I usually go to to get this stuff fixed well quite frankly doesn't give two shits about me anymore, so I just get to save everything and reformat it.

Myself.

Am I a horrible person wishing that I could be anywhere but here.

Did the firewall thing already, still nothing. Also have ran every virus/spyware/adware/malware program that I have and it's not finding anything. I'm at the point where I just need to save everything and reformat it before I shoot it with the 12 gauge.

I wish my body would respond to stress like a normal person instead of making my physically ill. I've been feeling like shit for days with bouts of sick..all because I'm stressed out.

It won't let me download it because it says I don't have an internet connection...even though Firefox is working just dandy.

So my desktop computer has seemed to want to take a shit on me again. I had a malware issue on Friday, that thankfully I was able to fix myself. Since then IE8 refuses to connect to the internet - which wouldn't be a problem since I don't use it - but yahoo messenager also refuses to connect because of the IE8 issue. I've tried redownloading IE, I've tried restoring the computer to an earlier date, I've tried doing things to the firewall like the diagnostic thing from IE tells me to. Nothing has worked. All the ports and shit are connected and fine, FireFox works just fine too. Does anyone have any idea on how to fix this? Otherwise I'm going to end up having to reformat the stupid thing and lose some programs because I don't have copies of them anymore (Microsoft Office).

I wish I could figure out wtf is wrong with my desktop. IE8 won't work since I got rid of the malware that was on the computer, and since that won't work Yahoo messenger won't work. I'm at the point where I'm ready to reformat it since nothing else I've done will fix the issue.