TitsMcGee

Welcome *drum roll*

I really really hope she goes to see someone..PPD and her never do well together.

Bored out of my mind..nothing to do around here as usual. Might as well grab the new crocheting book I got and start reading/learning something.

I apparently went to school with normal people who just turn into alcoholics later in life. Although this might be my twisted sense of humor, but who else finds it ironic that he was a Michael Jackson impersonator...

Things are slowly going back to the way they're supposed to be

Antsy. I'm supposed to have a talk tonight with Charlie at around 8ish...I need it to get here faster.

I can't sleep...

I wanna go see the Zac Brown Band...god I'm country.

Watching the news with dad...sad that this is the same thing I do everyday.

I shall survive dear, I always do.

If the other one blows too like they thing it will, we will probably have another cool summer because of all the ash in the atmosphere.

And it stranding millions of people in airports all across northern Europe.

i've dropped another 5 pounds although i don't know how.

I woke up..dammit

i should just go to bed, not like I have anything going on anyway.

Frankly I don't think they should be making bikinis for little girls at all.

Apparently she can force me to eat..

She can't force food down my throat can she..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eB7T3lJ3dZ4 Lyrics for the country haters Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore And I wonder if I ever cross your mind For me it happens all the time It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before And I wonder if I ever cross your mind For me it happens all the time It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now woah woaaah. Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now I just need you now Ooo, baby, I need you now

They're apparently remaking "The Karate Kid". Hollywood has not fucking imagination anymore, this has to be the year of remakes.

The only think I'm going to add, is that the kid who got a sample then killed himself that weekend didn't have enough in his system to affect him yet. It takes at least 2 weeks for the medicine to build up in ones system. I've been on various medications for my mental issues since I was 12 years old, and the only one I had major issues with was Prozac. The higher the dose, the more cutting and suicide attempts. Most of the scars I have are from when I was on that evil pill. Well I'm saying it's evil for me, for some people it does work quite well. It all depends on the person and their body chemistry.

Apparently I've traded in crying myself to sleep at night for getting physically ill. I hate the little quirks my body has to deal with lots of stress and heartache. And my sister is telling me to "turn to God" *rolls eyes*.