We've talked about this before dear, and I do know how you feel. Charlie and I see each other once a month if we are lucky, and even when I finish school and take my state boards I don't think I'll be able to look for work in Lansing since I won't be able to afford a place on my own. It's hard, and my heart aches and mostly I just keep it bottled up, but there are nights where I cry myself to sleep...which is mostly every night.
*hugs* I'm here for you hun.