TitsMcGee

Thinking about how to entertain Charles while he is up here.

Seriously this saddens me..I really liked Billy Mays. Not really sure why, but I thought he was a cool dude. Seriously though we need to start a pool on the next celeb to kick the bucket.

My parents telling me that if I take back the shit ton of bottles we have in the garage that I can keep the money and wire it down to Charlie so he has go go juice to get up here for the 4th. Now I'm just dreading taking them back...anyone wanna help lol

If you ever need to talk, I'm only a PM away okay? You're too awesome to be dealing with this many issues.

I'm tickled pink that I found a place online to play Oregon Trail..yes I'm half ass reliving my childhood lol. http://www.virtualapple.org/oregontraildisk.html

How to get Charlie up here for next week...both of us are broke and I desperately need to see him and hold him in my arms. I just need to find the gas money to get him up here.

I got this as a text forward today: "Due to the fact that Michael Jackson is 99% plastic, he will be melted down into lego blocks so little kids can play with him for a change." I about died laughing

Reading this made me giggle quite a lot hehe I'm good, well except for my ear that was repeatedly burned today by a curling iron. Seriously I'm getting sick of playing test dummy at school when it had to do with hot objects.

Tired, and ready for the weekend. I'm also kinda mad at Charlie's brother too. His brother didn't want him to come up here this week with my sister and the kids, which would have been a free ride for him, because he was coming home from Italy since he's getting out of the Army so he said he would give him the cash to come up for the 4th of July and take me to a nice dinner or something. Well come today dear brother tells Charlie he's on his own because he won't give him the money because his 800 dollar salt water fish tank was more important than keeping his promise. The man is my future brother in law and I want to bop him in the head. But my mother has said that if he can get up here that she will pay Charlie to fix some of our computers that are having issues. So I should still be able to see him for the 4th. Other than that I'm tired..which is kinda the norm these days I suppose.

I liked some of his music..but seriously the man weirded me out. I always thought his nose would fall off.

It missed me completely..and we really need the rain due to the crops and what not.

My neiece Joslyn telling me I'm her favorite aunt

It's too effing hot up here, I swear I'm going to melt.

I'm rather tired, and I have a heat headache/stomach ache again. I'm so not used to the 90+ degree weather up here in the Arctic Circle. Other than that I'm doing really well. School is going great, I'll be out on the salon floor in like a week or so. I got highlights today and they look awesome..and I'm generally just in a happy mood.

I'm awake and my tummy hurts but I have to goto class. Especially since I've already done my make-up, which actually looks pretty damn good for once.

Happy as hell that I finally found the damn things. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here for you okay.

Really upset at myself for somehow misplacing 90 dollars worth of fucking birth control pills. That was a 3 month supply. I picked them up two weeks ago and instead of putting them in my bathroom I set them down somewhere in this god-forsaken house and it (the house) ate them. So now I have to call up Wal-Mart in the morning and tell them the situation and see if I can get them replaced, at least a month to get me by till my Medicaid card shows up. At least that happened this weekend, I found out I'm getting Medicaid. *Sighs* It has not been my day at all.

I want to be in his arms right now more than anything in this world. *sighs* I knew the distance thing was going to be difficult, but right now with my depression flaring up, it's almost unbearable. I think I might try to sleep, and pray I don't have any nightmares tonight.

I'm rather annoyed. Lord knows when the drain field is going to be fixed, so I have to do laundry and shower over at my Grandmothers house. It's not very far, only 5 miles or so, but it's just a major inconvience at the moment. With all my homework, and going out on the floor in less than a week I really don't need the extra hassles right now.

+50 million

Slightly confused on why I haven't gotten any emails from here since about mid afternoon. Also freaking exausted frm school and scrubbing the porch after I got home. All I want to do is take a hot bath, but we're having problems with the drain field and dad doesn't want us to use that much water untill the dude gets here tomorrow to fix it. We think it's a broken pipe or something. So..no bath for me.

I have a major headache, have to be up hella early to finish my homework I couldn't finish tonight due to the headache and all I want right now is to hear his voice but he's not answering the phone

I'm awake isn't that enough?

Well at least it's not just me then lol

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