deadcoldgothgirl

I'm very tired and extremely happy to be home.

I really hope I don't get any drunken calls or jerks calling me. I'm really not going to wat to deal with that tomorrow.

I'm really hot and tired. I'm also happy because I get to go home tomorrow. I'm just hoping the day goes by quickly.

I'm tired and a bit stressed. I'm probably going to bed soon.

I'm in a great mood. I'm hoping I can keep it up for the rest of the day. I need some positive feelings in my life.

I wonder if I'm going to have a good holiday season selling mary kay

Just for the record in case you felt that way about what I said, I wasn't trying to be rude. I want to be involved with the group as much as possible, but it just so happens that when these events are planned I can't make them due to being at CMU most of the time. Hence why I was trying to say I would love to be involved, and if anyone could afford to meet up to do something like this while I'm in town I would appreciate it. I was in no way trying to get people not to go to this event or view myself as being too good to go on the group day. I was just stating the days I would be around if anyone interested in this would mind possibly going again while I'm in the area so I can get to know everyone a bit better. Again I am sorry if I came off as rude.

I'm going to be home the weekend before. So if anyone would like to do anything, let me know. I'm always up for some sushi or japenese food.

I'm hungry and yet I know that I have eaten enough. I'm anxious but I'm fine where I'm sitting. I'm excited about this weekend but I'm dreading this week. I'm missing someone but I doubt they will be able to answer me right away because of phone problems. I'm tired but I don't want to go to bed. I want one person here with me, but I know he can't be. I'm lonely, but I'm fine. I want to be emotional, but I know I shouldn't be. I have lost my want to do things I love, but I still do them. I want to go on a shopping spree but I know I don't have the money to spend. I really want McDonald fries, but I know I shouldn't because it involves money and it's late.

It's odd, I have so much on my mind I can't really focus on one thing. So I guess because of that I'm not thinking anything at all.

I'm feeling tired because of the weather. I'm trying to think positive so I feel positive.

If I plan things just right, I can get all of my homework done without getting stressed out and too streched. I keep thinking I'll be going home on friday so I have something to look forward to.

I'm feeling pretty good. I've been a little disappointed in myself because I've been sleeping in so long this weekend. But I can tell I really needed it because I feel really refreshed for once.

That was the worst radio show wrap up that I've ever done.

I'm tired and stressed, yet I'm happy.

overwhelmed.

Homework and projects never end. I have an essay due tomorrow, two chapters to read and questions to answer, two meetings tomorrow, start recording for an audio project, call about one of my loans friday and get into the radio station, and then I have whatever homework I get tomorrow and I have to finish my audio project while in the lab friday.

I haven't heard from you in four days. Why haven't I heard from you? I feel hurt and anxious.

My eyes hurt and I feel like I'm in a fog. I couldn't sleep for a while last night. There was too much on my mind.

I went to talk to my professor the other day. While talking to him about some days I won't be able to go to class, he started to complain about another student. I guess the student contacted him saying his alarm clock is broken so he hasn't been to class in three weeks because he can't wake up. My professor then continues to complain about how lazy can someone be that they don't get up until 11 am. Um... I used to sleep in until 2 pm. I sleep in until 11 am and make myself get up at that time at the latest everyday so I can be in some sort of sleep schedule. On my "early" days I'm up at 8 or 9 and the latest is 11 am. I think that is pretty good for me considering I'm allergic to any time before noon.

I think I over slept a bit, but I'm hoping that extra sleep will help out my day.

My thoughts and emotions are getting really mixed. I just need today have day or week with constant happiness.

It's complicated

I should finish all of my homework now so I can relax for the rest of the night. Why am I having such a hard time actually finishing my homework this semester? Normally I finish it all as soon as I get out of class. Not this semester.

I'm still tired and it is really bothering me. I'm worried about money. I'm stressed about classes. I have no want to do all the things I normally love to do. I'm trying to stay positive about the next couple of weekends coming up and hopefully sell some Mary Kay. I never sell much, but any little bit helps.