deadcoldgothgirl

I personally want to lose 36 pounds and lose my stomach of doom. On the other hand a part of me feels like I shouldn't care that I'm the chubby chick and just be happy. I'm not sure which one to go with. Yes I'm still trying to lose weight at the moment, but my mind argues about that all the time.

I really don't want to go to class. I just feel tired. I got enough sleep. So I don't know why it feels like I haven't slept for a week.

I'm feeling lazy and happy at the same time.

I was losing a pound a day... Now I regained 5 pounds. Ugh. I shouldn't go home. It messes up my eating schedule.

I agree with phee a lot. He summed up my little rant perfectly.

So I just wanted to ask others on here how they feel about 9/11, what happened, and what they think about it now. I might just be the insensitive jerk on the subject, but I think it's time to move on. I'll explain. When it first happened I was in the 5th grade. I was in a catholic school at the time, and no one told us anything until we were about to leave for the day. All they said was something big happened and to ask our family when we got home. I didn't get what the big deal was then, but I watched and listened. I felt bad for all of the people that were hurt, killed, or lost someone. My dad died 8 years ago from heart failure. I was 13. I found him dead on the floor when I got home with my mom. It was tragic for me because he was stolen from me without the oppertunity to say goodbye. I moved on. Yeah I miss my dad, but I don't get sappy and start crying and screaming everywhere. A part of me thinks if I'm not flipping out because of my dad, then why are most people still doing it about 9/11? Like I said, I might just be weird because I'm over it and it annoys me, but that's why I'm asking others for their opinions on the subject.

Lol thanks. I wasn't in too bad of shape. My stomach just felt upset now and again with a bad migrane.

^^YOu will be remembered I'm in a really good mood. I slept a little longer then what I would have liked, but I'm super happy. I'm eating my breakfast, and trying hard as hell to avoid any 9/11 stuff today. I have a lot more to say on the subject, but I'll leave it at that.

I can't go that day. It's my nephews baptism. That's why I'm going on the 24th.

I'm so excited. I'm going to ren fest on the 24th. It is coming up so soon! I'm hoping I'l get to meet a few of you there if you go a day early.

That would freak me out. Hopefully you can find out what is wrong or it goes away. I feel like someone beat the ever living crap out of me. I want to sleep, but it is too late in the day for a nap. It is also too early to go to bed.

I should stay away from blackberry brandy for a very long time.

Pretzel thins and hummus are are making a yummy lunch.

I used to go to school with the guy. He constantly blows up my phone or shows up at my house when I'm home. I'm feeling pretty good. I'm done with classes and my radio show went well. I have the rest of the weekend to do homework. I'm thinking about doing what I can tonight and then finishing everything else after my project tomorrow.

I will see your walk and raise you one yard stick broken over my ass by a nun in elementary school

Like I said, I'm feeling lazy. I know it isn't that long, but it feels like it. I'm just tired. I need a day to sleep in. In my down time I've been doing a lot of running around with late nights. I'll probably feel better after a good nights rest Saturday morning. Those six hours are just my set in stone schedule for tomorrow. It doesn't include the other things I have to do.

Being called a bitch and leaving at that is very different from someone talking to you or hanging out with you.

I have a lazy problem. I really don't want to do homework. I also don't want my long day tomorrow. I have class from 10-12 and then on air from 12-3. I'm not in the mood nor do I have the energy.

I'm really worried about bills and stuff this month.

I just want to sleep... and not get up... for a very long time. I'm so tired. And I'm tired of being ignored and talked about. My skin isn't as thick as I normally make it out to be in my daily life. The cheap shots still hurt.

I feel run down.

I want someone to do everything that needs to get done this week for me.

Can you please answer my texts faster? And come over to have us time? And talk stuff out with me?

I'm super tired. I'm zoning out. I'm also about to be really upset. I just got an email from my professor saying one of our assignments we don't have to have done until wednesday. Seriously? I spent all day doing it instead of the rest of her assignments and my other homework. So now I find out I wasted my time? Ugh.

I'm hoping tomorrow will work out exactly the way I want it to.