deadcoldgothgirl

Crackjaw- Out like vynl

I would like it if this was done before I leave. But considering I don't think something will be finalized before the 21st.... We need to make sure we at least get one set up in November or December then.

I'm feeling pretty good.

I'm in love with sushi. I actually go though withdrawls because we don't have very good sushi in Mount Pleasant. I try to eat it at least once when I'm home. I think I want to go back before I leave and actually get habatchi again.

I seem to be getting a constant 9 hours of sleep, but for some reason I'm always tired when I get up.

I feel like I just got up.

I think my great day is being dampened by lack of showing up by another party.

A bit annoyed.

Why is it when things are going well, so is everything else? Then when things are bad, so is everything else?

My ear is really hurting me. I guaged them up, but I think it is hurting because it might be twisting in my sleep. It only hurts on the side I sleep on the most.

I think I need something to do.

It looks like I might be going several times this year. I think I'm going opening weekend, celtic weekend, and maybe dgn weekend.

Like I really should be hanging out with someone right now instead of sitting here by myself.

I think I want today to be a good day.

I feel like I really slept in way too late. I know I didn't go to bed until almost 7am, but still.

I wanna party like a rockstar. Any takers? (I mean that in a nonsexual friendly way btw)

I still feel sore, but my mood is much better since he came over.

I'm selfish today. Everyone wants to feel important at some point. All I wanted was to come home. The only person that constantly wants to see me is my mom. Matt was only here once for a few minutes and he just bitched the whole time. I can't get ahold of stephanie and alyssa left early last night because her brother wanted to gambling and never got back in touch with me. Aurielle never answers her phone when I call her. Ugh.

I feel very sore for some reason today.

My head hurts.

I feel like food and a hug.

I feel confused.

I feel pissed and hurt.

You have yet to come and see me since I got home 4 days ago. You claim you didn't know I was home until 3 days ago. I've been waiting for you everyday. You call me today and say you blew up my phone when I didn't get any calls excpet one voicemail that arrived 2 hours late. You call me and say you are going to see a friend but won't tell me who it is. That sounds really shady. Then you tell me you will see if you can come and see me before you work at six if you don't have out with them the whole time. F*ck you! Obviously I'm not that f*cking important to you then. Obviously this d*mned ring doesn't mean much. I wish I could hit you with something. But I know in a few hours I will calm down and miss you again.

I hope he comes over today.