deadcoldgothgirl

Torn

I think the time to go to class is racing up on me way too soon.

I do but he lives out in dexter. If you are willing to make the drive he is a great artist with awesome work. I've gotten all of mine done by him.

I'm feeling happy, tired, and impatient.

Why have I been wanting to eat everything under the sun lately?

My tummy is hurting me

I can't really stand the extremes of heat or the extremes of cold. I think that's why my favorite seasons are fall and spring. I love when during the day it is warm enough for you to walk around in short sleeves then at night all you need is a light hoodie. I'm comfortable at about 68-70 in the summer.

I currently have four. 1) Two stars on my foot representing my older brothers 2) A skull with natural gas flames around it, RIP in the flames, my dads initials, and a tear drop. Obviously for my dad 3) I have a purple rose on my back for my mom 4) I have the detoit D with vernors, the tigers, and joe louis holding up the world to represent where I'm from. Right now my artist and I are talking over 3 more ideas.

I wonder if people are going to buy enough Mary Kay from me so I can start my first order. It's $200 for your first time and then after that it doens't matter for a year.

My ears are guaged and my nose is pierced. I used to have my belly flab pierced. I took it out because I did it myself and it was done wrong. I get keyloids when I do piercings so I'm sticking to tattoos. I would like to get my eye brow and my lip done. But several people say I would look bad with my eye brow done and lip piercings are supposed to be bad for your teeth. That scares me. I got all of my piercings because I liked the idea of them. I always wanted a ring in my nose and now I have one. When I got my nose done the lady put the needle through. She took off the clamps. Next thing I know she says, "You are going to hate me." She then took the needle out and shoved it back through. She said it wasn't all the way through the first time, but I saw it and it was. Now the hole is messed up and at a really bad angle. So I just leave my horseshoe in because it's hard to change. I like to use metal horseshoes for all of my guages. I hav 10's and a 16.

I won't be able to be there considering I'm not in that part of the state at the moment :'(

Yes that is exactly what I'm saying. lol

I feel tired. I was texting too late last night.

No. They literally taste like cotton candy in a cup. I was surprised because I couldn't taste the sprite and there really wasn't an after burn. Even more surprising I really don't like vodka, but I loved that drink.

I feel torn. I want to buy two mystery bags on goodgoth.com, but I'm not sure if paying $50 for mystery stuff is worth it. I've never dealt with them before.

I've learned something today.

I think my apartment office isn't going to like me tomorrow. I have to call the office to see what I can do about my wet carpets because there is a ton of water leaking. Plus today a bunch of baby yellow jackets were swarming my dog on our walk and I keep finding spiders ranging in size in my bathroom.

It's ok. But thanks anyway.

I'm not liking the heat. If the temperature just stayed at a constand 68 or 70 I would be fine. Then again I'm not going to be happy when I'm freezing my tail off either. Can we just keep the happy medium?

The entire thing is inside. It has a hose like a dryer that they have taped to blow outside while the air intake is right next to the hose. It basically looks like a thinner version of a mini fridge. It is leaking on the bottom since it's stands upright. So I just took a plastic garbage bag and put it under the entire unit almost like a tarp.

I feel like today is a sleepy day. I just did not want to get my lazy bones out of bed.

I don't really care that the temporary ac unit is making my carpet wet. I don't want to complain and lose it in this weather.

I feel like mike's hard sounds good right now.

Some cleaning fairy should clean my apartment.

There is a fine line between being happy and dreaming up reality. My problem is I'm not sure which one I'm in.