deadcoldgothgirl

I think my celebrity crush is Josh Ramsay...

I think I might try a combination of those...

I'm happy because I got to hear from matt last night. He is doing fine, but his phone isn't working so he borrowed one from a coworker. At the same time I'm a little annoyed because it is hot in my apartment. One of the maintenance guys just confirmed what I was saying. My ac died

I think every cloud has it's silver lining. That is being proven true right now in my life.

This one is with my friend Alyssa. I surprisingly really like it even though quality isn't amazing. Maybe one day I can find someone who will do some professional looking pics for me or take more when I go out with Alyssa that I like.

I'm very warm. Some time after the maintenance guy left my apartment my ac started blowing out coolish, not cold air. The air it is blowing out seems to keep getting warmer. I don't know if this will help it, but I'm going to keep it shut off for a few hours to see if maybe the internal mechanism froze itself since it was leaking. If it isn't working right by tomorrow morning I will have to tell the maintenance guy. Which isn't going to do me much good because they are out of air conditioners and they don't know when the office will order and get more.

You Are 72% Evil You are very evil. And you're too evil to care. Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot. haha I'm not all that bad. When you get to know me, most people really like me.

I didn't know we used to have stickers and such. Now I want this to go through quickly so I can get some

Bowling for soup- she's got a boyfriend now

I'm feeling all girly emotional. I hate having those things. I know it comes with the teritory, but some of those emotions are out landish and complete reality TV drama crap. I'm trying to resist those emotions and stick to half way normal ones.

I've talked it over with Alyssa. We will be there again this weekend after my brothers baby shower and my friends concert in wyandotte.

I think I'm content but I want time to hurry up. As soon as I wait for time and I want it to slow down, it will go by way too fast.

I don't really feel hungry, but i know I should eat because I just got up. Hmm what to have.

I couldn't be there tonight because I'm not in town. But I'm 75% sure I'll be able to be there on the 16th. When that post is made I'll be able to let you all know. If I can go, I'm open for hugs.

Hello. Nice to read from you?

I guess so.

I wonder how many times I'm going to injure myself with this sewing needle before I'm done making my future nephews blanket. The number is at least 10 right now.

I'm feeling good for once, but rushed. I had tons of people calling me today to find out about my mom getting out of the hospital. I'm doing laundry, have to pick up my perscription, print off homework, eat something and rush to class. I'm hoping I can get packed before class for my trip home, but we will see what happens. I doubt it since I've been addicted to a game on fb lately.

I think I need a lot of distractions. For once I'm looking forward to having class and homework.

I've been playing Who wants to be a millionaire, gardens of time, and family feud on facebook.

I feel hurt. Matt asked me for a second change and I gave it to him. He saw me the first day I was home, called me the second. He was supposed to have a sleep over the day I left. He never showed up. He was supposed to take me out to dinner and say bye. I called and texted him all day and I didn't eat so we could eat together. I get a text at 10pm saying he is at work. I haven't really heard from him since. I guess I also feel heart broken and unloved. I don't understand why he isn't answering me.

Crackjaw- scream queen

That sounds nummy. Now I just need to figure out how to make a teleporter to get them... ponders...

I feel hugnry (even though I just ate), I want ice cream, and I feel like I want to go out and do something. I feel like I need more friends.

Like I said, I just wish I could see what other people see. There are times if I feel cornered where I can sit there and tell people positives about myself. But I just need to be able to feel it instead of think it. There have been several times I would wish I had a magical butter knife that would just get rid of my tummy.